damnit

[petersmitharmy]

well, it looks like im not going to texas after all. melissas dad wont let her go, so i guess im kinda fucked now... but i guess ive learned stop looking foreward to things. it seems that everything i try to do just falls apart in my face. im starting to realise that nothing good ever comes outta this world... i get up in the morning and work ungodly hours, to pay for an apartment that i dont have time to enjoy. i try to make vacation plans, just to have someone tell me that it cant happen, i try to do good at something, just to realise im a failure. fuck that...

everything falls apart

on a lighter note, im gonna start keeping a list of how many animals i kill at work, and give all the gruesome details about it... that outta be fun!

work tomorrow, sleep right now.