Im Sorry

[petersmitharmy]

Im sorry
Im sorry that i couldnt make you happy
im sorry im a bad friend
im sorry that im a bad brother
im sorry that im a bad son
im sorry that im a bad person in general
im sorry i have an "excess" problem
im sorry that i wont be home for the holidays
im sorry that i let everyone down
im sorry that im not the person that everyone wants me to be
im sorry that i make promices that i cant keep
im sorry that i didnt pay enough attention
im sorry that im always busy
im sorry that my entire life doesnt revolve around drama, and that i cant let myself get sucked back into highschool
im sorry that im an asshole
im sorry that i get drunk, and think before i speek
im sorry that i lost that special relationship we had, and i know ill never get it back
im sorry that im a horrible role model
im sorry that anyone ever looked up to me for guidence
im sorry that i waste time instead of using it
im sorry that you didnt have a good time

im sorry everyone
im sorry phoebe
im sorry that the brother that you thought you had turned out to be a big dissapointment

but theres alot of things im not sorry for

im not sorry for being myself
im not sorry for cutting people off that i think are gonna hold me back in the long run
im not sorry for speaking what i feel
im not sorry for not feeling sorry for anyone, not even myself