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Life is so boring and drab and blah, it's not even funny.
I was a tripod at swim practice earlier. Funfun
And I just hate life right now. I just wanna lay down and disappear, it all seems so POINTLESS. What have I done today that will matter tomorrow, a week from now, a month, a year, a lifetime? What other reason would we wake up each day to do something that will MATTER, make life have meaning?
Usually people would write a poem. But as everyone knows, I can't write for crap, so I just whine.
And I know someone might say (but I doubt it) that I should go out there and make life more enjoyable for myself. But the thing is, I have no time. I wake up, go to school, go to swim practice/meet, church and/or piano, homework, exercise stuffs, bed.
It's horrid. I wanna drop out of school and have a more interesting life.
I was a tripod at swim practice earlier. Funfun
And I just hate life right now. I just wanna lay down and disappear, it all seems so POINTLESS. What have I done today that will matter tomorrow, a week from now, a month, a year, a lifetime? What other reason would we wake up each day to do something that will MATTER, make life have meaning?
Usually people would write a poem. But as everyone knows, I can't write for crap, so I just whine.
And I know someone might say (but I doubt it) that I should go out there and make life more enjoyable for myself. But the thing is, I have no time. I wake up, go to school, go to swim practice/meet, church and/or piano, homework, exercise stuffs, bed.
It's horrid. I wanna drop out of school and have a more interesting life.