I never post, and I sometimes wonder why people keep me friended

Aug 25, 2005 15:53

*random thought for subject* I really couldn't think of anything else :P

So...I have nothing to report. My life has been *really* boring and nonchalant (apparently, as you can see, when I get bored, I don't really care what words I type, whether they apply to the situation or not) and blah. Went to the villa some times, this and that...

Meanwhile, I have lots of things to do that could preoccupy me, and yet I don't do anything. I've kind of been obsessed with Azureus and OiNK recently, because it made me so mad that it didn't work. But I fixed it today.

I'm just horribly lazy today. I need to brush my teeth, wash up a bit, go outside...I just recently have been feeling really emotionaless. And, if this is possible, being emotionaless distresses me, and makes me angry. I feel like NOTHING I am saying, or doing, has any heart behind it. I feel like I zombie. I just can't wait for school, when I can hopefully be shaken out of this state...

I'm sure I'll be horrible at everyone when I get back, but I really enjoy school because it forces me to do things, and to see my friends. Otherwise, I just sit and do nothing.

This is all just really rambling. I'm angry that my sound card won't come out so I can put the new one in (Exibit A). It's really annoying. I think we'll have to call my brother's computery friend to help us out with that. Last resort, I'll bring it to *Circuit City*.

And my parents more than annoy me, but don't quite make me hate them...just how they act, it just makes me unsettled.

My birthday is in about a month. What are you gonna get me?

rambling, computer woes, life

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