Once again I'MMMMMMM BBBBBAAAAACCCCCKKKKK

Feb 05, 2006 01:07

Wow I have not updated any of these xanga, this, and free webs. Well what I am about to write about many might not want to read since I am basically ranting many things are pissing me or making me think to much so if you don’t have much patience please do not read anymore unless you really care about me

Well umm where should I begin well I finally am employed just working at my college on the weekends get paid 7 bucks an hour which kind of sucks. well I am in my second semester and I have been serious stressed so many projects I am behind on 2 I hope my grade doesn’t suffer much well I been hanging out with a lot of different people which is cool in a way some of the people I hang out with are in a way like the people I hung with in high school which doesn’t have much of a difference. well not only has school been stressful so has the home front I cant wait to graduate school get a good paying job and get the freaking hell out of Milton this place sucks there’s nothing to do no games stores for miles or comic book stores. On top of that a good friend that owned a local area comic book shop passed away Hector Diaz I knew he was sick but didn’t know he was that bad not only that I found out after he passed away he closed his comic book shop months before I didn’t even know because of school which makes me mad as hell. I also been thinking of way to much I been thinking of questions that are the most random crap that can't be answered like why are we those types of things so every night I just stare at the ceiling thinking of all the questions and possible answers. O and you know what all my "friends" in school aren't talking to me I knew I wouldn’t here from many of my friends in my class but kids that are still in school I have only really talked to 2 of them lately had a party for new years eve and like 5 people blew me off which pissed me off. ALSO My dad has been a dick and for months we been asking him to dump his girlfriend since she was like a freaking puppy always where my dad was when he is in town and like a month ago I left cause my grandparents my dad and my sister where watching football and my sister spent the night well let me say my dad has a room there but stays at his gas almost all the time. Well the next day my sister calls crying first thing came to my mind A.) My dads gf is there and B.) My dad isn’t paying attention to my sister. Well my mom went down to pick her up and wanted my sister herself and my father to talk he said no as his gf hid behind my dad cause the gf is freaking scared of my mom which is funny after some banter and my dad pushing my mom around my grandfather said he was going to call the COPS on my MOM Yes all you read right MY MOM. This coming from the neutral man in the family who said no once but many times his home is a place for all of us to talk. Well to get to the point me my mom and my sister have not talked to my dad or grandparents in a month and I am not sure if my mom has put another restraining order on my dad. I WISH I HAD A PUNCHING BAG cause right now it would be broke I would punch it till it broke open and all the sand fell out and for those who know me I am not that big so basically this new year has sucked
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