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Fuck. What's with guys in this god damn town being so fucking secretive about their relationship status? Is it really such a bad thing to for once in their lives be a little bit more forthcoming about being off the market? I mean, I'm hardly a retard- it's not like I'm a bad catch. So why [if you're not on the market] even bother wasting my time AND YOUR TIME in some kind of sex game. I mean pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease.
Like, all the guys here complain about how all the girls over here aren't really what they're after, cos they're all in the 'mates' bin, but when someone new [ala me] comes along.. it's like nooo.
I mean, okay, I'm not a supermodel. But I'm pretty cool.
I'm just so frustrated.
I'm also feeling like maybe I've been here too long to fall into any clicks. If I was gonna be in a click, it would have happened by now right? When I think about it, I only really know the people that I work with (90% of which the people who are my age are quitting steadily) ~ and the same few people I see when I go into town on a Friday or Saturday. But am I doing any extra curriculars with these people? No. The only people who I'm even spending real time with are my flatmates. Sometimes I just feel lonely I guess.
Like, all the guys here complain about how all the girls over here aren't really what they're after, cos they're all in the 'mates' bin, but when someone new [ala me] comes along.. it's like nooo.
I mean, okay, I'm not a supermodel. But I'm pretty cool.
I'm just so frustrated.
I'm also feeling like maybe I've been here too long to fall into any clicks. If I was gonna be in a click, it would have happened by now right? When I think about it, I only really know the people that I work with (90% of which the people who are my age are quitting steadily) ~ and the same few people I see when I go into town on a Friday or Saturday. But am I doing any extra curriculars with these people? No. The only people who I'm even spending real time with are my flatmates. Sometimes I just feel lonely I guess.