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I really wish I ditched my bio class today, we watched this movie on the Ebola epidemic that made me cry. It was like an hour and half and really graphic and I just couldn't handle all the dead people and mass graves and just the look of the empty eyes, it hurt me so bad. I don't know, I feel things deeper then some people for some reason, I'm wierd I don't know these people but I'm sitting in bio class trying to hide the fact I'm crying from everyone else becuz I feel like an idiot, everyone else just looks grossed out or bored and I'm sitting there unable to take it and now I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight, whenever I close my eyes I see those poor people's faces. The sick or their families having to be held back because they're so distraught, I feel for them and wish I could hold them and tell them their loved ones are in a better place and don't hurt anymore. And then I wonder, would anyone cry like that if I was one of those poor people dying alone in a hospital where they can't even be around their loved ones because they could make them sick? I just don't see how the people in the class could not feel what I was, could not lose the ability to breahte becuz they feel like they've bene hit right in the chest with a rock. I don't know, maybe I'm just emotional, but that movie really got to me.