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It's been a while, so I figured I'd update.
As I speak, I am working at Colonial Country Club and it totally sucks,Its just not me. Sitting at a desk all day? Come on.. this is bullshit. What possesed me to take this job? I have no fucking idea. I thought maybe a desk job would be a nice change. A dramatic change it was, but not nice. I have to be on my feet, moving around. this would drive any sane person crazy! So my job officially sucks and im in search of a new one.
STILL living at home with my parents... I suck. Tis ok though... I spend most of my nights at my mans house anyway.. We are thinking about getting a place together eventually.
People like to run their mouth about the two of us. But fuck what anyone has to say.. The way I see it, they are just mad. You know how people are.. They are miserable with their life and hate to see anyone else happy. Doesnt bother me any.
I've finally learned to just cut people off.
I cant deal with the bullshit anymore, and dont know how i put up with it for so long!
Guess I was just an easy person to take advantage of... Thats sad. I've been too passive... People took advantage of my big heart. It hurt ALOT and took alot to realize it... boy was i in fucking denial. O-well it's over now and i feel like a better person.
I will be turning 19 in two weeks... I'm just waiting for my 21st =D DEFF going to see the sequal to Pirates of the Carabean =D
As I speak, I am working at Colonial Country Club and it totally sucks,Its just not me. Sitting at a desk all day? Come on.. this is bullshit. What possesed me to take this job? I have no fucking idea. I thought maybe a desk job would be a nice change. A dramatic change it was, but not nice. I have to be on my feet, moving around. this would drive any sane person crazy! So my job officially sucks and im in search of a new one.
STILL living at home with my parents... I suck. Tis ok though... I spend most of my nights at my mans house anyway.. We are thinking about getting a place together eventually.
People like to run their mouth about the two of us. But fuck what anyone has to say.. The way I see it, they are just mad. You know how people are.. They are miserable with their life and hate to see anyone else happy. Doesnt bother me any.
I've finally learned to just cut people off.
I cant deal with the bullshit anymore, and dont know how i put up with it for so long!
Guess I was just an easy person to take advantage of... Thats sad. I've been too passive... People took advantage of my big heart. It hurt ALOT and took alot to realize it... boy was i in fucking denial. O-well it's over now and i feel like a better person.
I will be turning 19 in two weeks... I'm just waiting for my 21st =D DEFF going to see the sequal to Pirates of the Carabean =D