Switchblades and Infidelities
Hey Carolynn, I've got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth. you're owning up to nothing and I wish that I was gone, 'cause you're not going anywhere.
*******************************************************************************
This will help explain my prior post. So she left on sunday for her senior trip with her whole class. she said she would call all the time, so good so far right? wrong. i go to Fry's with the dad, come out and i have 5 new voicemails, they say they are all from her so i check them, they turn out to be her friends, the first one is talking about how she is hooking up with some guy right now and what not, that sets the tone for the rest of the week right there. The next 4 are her friends talking shit about me, what am i to do, kick the shit out of everyone of them? no, too time consuming. this continues for the rest of the day, 21 total incoming calls from her phone, not one of them was her, but i can hear her LAUGHING in the background as this is going on. fuck me. someone is gonna get the shit kicked out of them. so this leaves me thinking, ok, she quite possible has cheated on me (i wont come to any conclusions till i confront her on wednesday) or she is being a complete bitch and letting them do this, which she did. what to do what to do. i leave in 13 days for Oregon State, gonna be gone the whole summer, if she treats my like this when she is gone for 4 days then whats it gonna be like when im gone for a lot longer than 4 days.
THIS RIGHT HERE PROVES ONCE AGAIN THAT NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
so what am i to do....? i need your advice because my mind is too clouded right now to think rationaly.
stay beautiful Lake O, i know there is someone out there for me
houghton
*******************************************************************************
This will help explain my prior post. So she left on sunday for her senior trip with her whole class. she said she would call all the time, so good so far right? wrong. i go to Fry's with the dad, come out and i have 5 new voicemails, they say they are all from her so i check them, they turn out to be her friends, the first one is talking about how she is hooking up with some guy right now and what not, that sets the tone for the rest of the week right there. The next 4 are her friends talking shit about me, what am i to do, kick the shit out of everyone of them? no, too time consuming. this continues for the rest of the day, 21 total incoming calls from her phone, not one of them was her, but i can hear her LAUGHING in the background as this is going on. fuck me. someone is gonna get the shit kicked out of them. so this leaves me thinking, ok, she quite possible has cheated on me (i wont come to any conclusions till i confront her on wednesday) or she is being a complete bitch and letting them do this, which she did. what to do what to do. i leave in 13 days for Oregon State, gonna be gone the whole summer, if she treats my like this when she is gone for 4 days then whats it gonna be like when im gone for a lot longer than 4 days.
THIS RIGHT HERE PROVES ONCE AGAIN THAT NICE GUYS FINISH LAST
so what am i to do....? i need your advice because my mind is too clouded right now to think rationaly.
stay beautiful Lake O, i know there is someone out there for me
houghton