wtf n00b

May 23, 2005 19:56

"I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
And I am sorry my conscience called in sick again
And I've got arrogance down to to a science
And I'm the first kid to write of hearts, lies, and friends
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone
But for what we've become, we just feel more alone
Always weigh what I've lost against what I left
So progress report: I am missing you to death.........."

ok now that i got that out of the way onto the journal. i am in a shit situation right now. let me explain, carolynn (ex of 7 months) and i are hanging out again and everything is going great. i still love her and always will no matter what, its just what happens when you spend everyday for almost a year together, and i want to get back together with her. here comes the "but", but there is another guy that she wants to get with and she doesnt know what to do. lets call this other guy "STEVE", no his real name isnt "steve" but thats what i call all the "other" guys. steve isnt right for carolynn at all, i know this for a fact. this isnt me speaking as an ex boyfriend but as a friend looking out for her best interest. i dont know what else to say, i am lying in wait for her decision and everyday that she takes to think about me or him is another day that this is eating away at my insides. i was having a great time with her today at George Rodgers and things were perfect but then steve had to call mess things up. the thing that pisses me off the most is today after he called she needed a ride from me so she could go hang out with him, who does that? especially to the person you quote un-quote like. i have no other choice but to wait for her to make her decision and hopefully it will be the right one if you know what i mean. i know her better than i know myself. this blows . anyways, if you have any advice for me, drop a bomb and ill get back to ya. thanks again

Ill be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

stay class LO, ho10
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