Fucking lose-lose
Not looking forward to summer. I don't enjoy the heat and my complexion is akin to Snow White's. I burn like.. something that burns easily.
I'm more than a little apprehensive about leaving for a year, although at least at this point, it isn't the disruption of my routine or my family that is holding me back.
I don't like relationships with expiration dates. The difference between my two options is practically non-existent when dealing with this amount of time. Unfortunately, I can't emotionally feel the difference between hanging on and letting go simply by defining us as "together" or "apart" - que será, será. I will hang on for a long time, even if we're broken up, and I will likely start letting go, even if we're together.
As this has happened to me before, hopefully this second round of decision making will at least serve as a lesson to never get close to anybody ever again. Rookie mistake.
I'm more than a little apprehensive about leaving for a year, although at least at this point, it isn't the disruption of my routine or my family that is holding me back.
I don't like relationships with expiration dates. The difference between my two options is practically non-existent when dealing with this amount of time. Unfortunately, I can't emotionally feel the difference between hanging on and letting go simply by defining us as "together" or "apart" - que será, será. I will hang on for a long time, even if we're broken up, and I will likely start letting go, even if we're together.
As this has happened to me before, hopefully this second round of decision making will at least serve as a lesson to never get close to anybody ever again. Rookie mistake.