update on stuff
So it's now october and I'm still at W.C.C. I'm goin on 5 years with the rate I'm going. I feel like it's pretty pathetic. I am yet to transfer to a 4 year school and I am yet to decide on what I want to do as a career. Most of the people I went to high school with have already graduated and are currently beginning their careers. I am overworked with school and not seeing any results from it. I haven't learned a damn thing in the month I've been in school so far. Then again, this whole college ordeal has been a total waste of time and money. I'm torn between going into education (simply for the holidays and summers off among other things, such as I like teaching people stuff) or goin into music business and tryin to get a job in the music industry. I feel like my life is at a dead end and beginning a downward spiral to a bottomless pit. I want to do something with my life, but I don't know what. I don't see 90% of the friends I've made over the lasr few years at school anymore b/c they've all transferred or our schedules aren't the same anymore. I feel like I'm wasting gas to travel to valhalla, peekskill and white plains every week when I could be doin something I enjoy and get paid for doin it. Some people might say so quit, but it's jus not that easy. I need a vacation or to go somewhere and clear my head and think about what it is that I want to do. I don't even have a clue as to what schools I want to look at. This is another reason why I remain at W.C.C. even after graduating. I don't think my family can afford to send me anywhere else after putting up w/ my sister. They're still payin off lawyer fees among other things.