not sleepy
hey everyone, im not sleepy so i thought i would write a post from my phone in bed. It's nice having a phone with a full keyboard :-)
I'm so hungry right now, seriously. I'm on day two of the whole reboot of the diet and exercise thing. Joined the 24 hour fitness here in weho. I was kind of nervous about that at first... it has a lot of bad reviews and seems like it would be super cruisy but actually its not terrible. The equipment is a bit old and beat up but that's supposed to be fixed next month when they do their remodel and get their new machines. So it might actually be ok, but to be on the safe side I'll stear clear of the locker room and the steam room. Also good: the gym is walking distance from my apartment. Not so good: im the fattest guy there.
I'm 290, the biggest I have ever been. } really want to lose 100 pounds, but i really dont think that'll happen any time soon. Over the past 10 years I've put on about 120 pounds, which is kind of disgusting. It kind of dawned on me today that even if I really stick with this diet and working out thing it will take me a super long time to get to where I want to go. I'm gonna be fat for the rest of my 20s.
I guess you can say that i don't feel very pretty these days. My clothes don't quite fit right anymore and I'm getting to the point where i cant really say that I wear my weight well. I guess this is the price I pay for all the partying I did at the end of my teens. Hopefully I dont have to keep paying for that into my 30s. Stupid metabolism.
Anyway. Softball practice tomorrow unless it is still raining by that point. If that's the case then you'll find me at the gym...hungry.
goodnight!
I'm so hungry right now, seriously. I'm on day two of the whole reboot of the diet and exercise thing. Joined the 24 hour fitness here in weho. I was kind of nervous about that at first... it has a lot of bad reviews and seems like it would be super cruisy but actually its not terrible. The equipment is a bit old and beat up but that's supposed to be fixed next month when they do their remodel and get their new machines. So it might actually be ok, but to be on the safe side I'll stear clear of the locker room and the steam room. Also good: the gym is walking distance from my apartment. Not so good: im the fattest guy there.
I'm 290, the biggest I have ever been. } really want to lose 100 pounds, but i really dont think that'll happen any time soon. Over the past 10 years I've put on about 120 pounds, which is kind of disgusting. It kind of dawned on me today that even if I really stick with this diet and working out thing it will take me a super long time to get to where I want to go. I'm gonna be fat for the rest of my 20s.
I guess you can say that i don't feel very pretty these days. My clothes don't quite fit right anymore and I'm getting to the point where i cant really say that I wear my weight well. I guess this is the price I pay for all the partying I did at the end of my teens. Hopefully I dont have to keep paying for that into my 30s. Stupid metabolism.
Anyway. Softball practice tomorrow unless it is still raining by that point. If that's the case then you'll find me at the gym...hungry.
goodnight!