So it's come to this
Today it's been 2 weeks. 2 long difficult and painful weeks with very little sleep.
A friend thinks I overdosed on nicotine withdrawal stuff. That could be true. I've had 2 tabs of nicorette today, which is better than sticking a patch to yourself for 16 hours IMO.
I never want to smoke again.
Right up until I gave up, I never wanted to give up. Each day drives me on, because each extra day is one extra day without smoking.
I think the clouds are lifting and I can see the sun rising over the horizon.
Of course, that's a metaphor, because it's 9pm at night lol.
Which means i'm late texting Carmy. Ooops. I'm sure she'll understand when she reds this, and I'll have done it by the time she does anyway.
I couldn't have done this without Carmy. I did this for her. I love you baby. We've promised so much to each other and I really meant every word. I believe you did too.
Thank you for coming into my life. xxxx
A friend thinks I overdosed on nicotine withdrawal stuff. That could be true. I've had 2 tabs of nicorette today, which is better than sticking a patch to yourself for 16 hours IMO.
I never want to smoke again.
Right up until I gave up, I never wanted to give up. Each day drives me on, because each extra day is one extra day without smoking.
I think the clouds are lifting and I can see the sun rising over the horizon.
Of course, that's a metaphor, because it's 9pm at night lol.
Which means i'm late texting Carmy. Ooops. I'm sure she'll understand when she reds this, and I'll have done it by the time she does anyway.
I couldn't have done this without Carmy. I did this for her. I love you baby. We've promised so much to each other and I really meant every word. I believe you did too.
Thank you for coming into my life. xxxx