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my migraines have turned into tension headaches which seem a lot harder to deal with in some ways and a lot easier in others. i think a lot of it is my ego coming unglued and being thrown away. sometimes bad things like to stick around. but im becoming a new man. and im proud thusfar.
carnatic music fills my ears and heart now more than ever and it gives me a great sense of peace. alana and are going to start meditating in the morning to help calm things down. i wake up angry and frustrated a lot and i dont like starting the day like that. i just want to move out west and grow our own hydro foods. probably not buds. i cant get high anymore without getting a bad headache. maybe its just time for me to quit. ive quit smoking cigarettes, quit drinking soda, and now my last and favorite vice is losing my grip. its hard to deal with. but im dealing.
im getting by just fine.
maybe the next time i post a picture of myself ill have long hair and or a beard. im working on it at least.
carnatic music fills my ears and heart now more than ever and it gives me a great sense of peace. alana and are going to start meditating in the morning to help calm things down. i wake up angry and frustrated a lot and i dont like starting the day like that. i just want to move out west and grow our own hydro foods. probably not buds. i cant get high anymore without getting a bad headache. maybe its just time for me to quit. ive quit smoking cigarettes, quit drinking soda, and now my last and favorite vice is losing my grip. its hard to deal with. but im dealing.
im getting by just fine.
maybe the next time i post a picture of myself ill have long hair and or a beard. im working on it at least.