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i cant really explain it but more often than not i cant stop thinking about shaving my head. when i see myself in my dreams or in my head throughout the day i still have a shaved head. i feel like theres some spiritual significance to it. i know when i do decide to shave my head again it will not be out of intimidation and self loathing, but out of love for God and myself. i havent answered many of my own questions, and i still havent come to much spiritual conclusion, but i know that having my eyes and heart open are very big steps towards resolution. every day i grow stronger and stronger.