I guess I need you baby
I am uber pissed off right now.
Just got off the phone with Gary. Had a good 45 min chat and it turned. I finaly decided that I would go back early next week and find a job and make something happen. He should be off on Mon, Tues, and Wed so he will come here and see his family and then we go back together. We worked some stuff out and then I said that when I get back we need to work out something so that we can pay people back and get on track. The next words out of his mouth I couldn't believe. He told me that because I don't pull my weight then I have no right to dictate how he spends his money. He completley ignored the part where I said after I get a job and the "we" part. I was so glad the conversation was over after that. I was so mad I could hardley talk and just wanted to scream at him.
I think going back could be ok. We will move into a lot on Wednesday and I talked to him about making double payments on the rv. He has like 4 years on left. That's a long time to live in a small space, but hopefuly he will get a promotion soon and get his own store. He also needs to pay off $1000 he has on a credit card that his dad got him and then he gets a bigger one. Now that could really help us out. I just got to make a descision and stick to it.
On another note, spent the evening with Tayloreturmoile. Very enjoyable if I do say so myself. This was the first time I ever actualy met someone off the internet and it wasn't creepy at all.
Just got off the phone with Gary. Had a good 45 min chat and it turned. I finaly decided that I would go back early next week and find a job and make something happen. He should be off on Mon, Tues, and Wed so he will come here and see his family and then we go back together. We worked some stuff out and then I said that when I get back we need to work out something so that we can pay people back and get on track. The next words out of his mouth I couldn't believe. He told me that because I don't pull my weight then I have no right to dictate how he spends his money. He completley ignored the part where I said after I get a job and the "we" part. I was so glad the conversation was over after that. I was so mad I could hardley talk and just wanted to scream at him.
I think going back could be ok. We will move into a lot on Wednesday and I talked to him about making double payments on the rv. He has like 4 years on left. That's a long time to live in a small space, but hopefuly he will get a promotion soon and get his own store. He also needs to pay off $1000 he has on a credit card that his dad got him and then he gets a bigger one. Now that could really help us out. I just got to make a descision and stick to it.
On another note, spent the evening with Tayloreturmoile. Very enjoyable if I do say so myself. This was the first time I ever actualy met someone off the internet and it wasn't creepy at all.