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listening to ani in the computer lab, predicatbly. Big buildings always have small rooms you can escape to.
last night i just sat with thomas in the baby park and stared at the huge trees and the shadows and everything looked like summer. he helped me to realize i need someone to make me happy...i can't always be there making things work for others. i keep everything inside and solve everything internally because i don't have anyone who will really listen and question and pry and solve with me. i dont. tony would do that...thomas does that. i need to feel free in the summer, i need my space.
i dont understand why thomas and i aren't closer...we are going to get really close i can feel. tanya is in kansas...ive been taking such good care of my industrial...and i havent been doing amph. and i guess i feel better. i dont know whats happening tonight on friday but its going to be something without restrictions...soemthing oustide/windows open i love curtains caught in the wind.
last night i just sat with thomas in the baby park and stared at the huge trees and the shadows and everything looked like summer. he helped me to realize i need someone to make me happy...i can't always be there making things work for others. i keep everything inside and solve everything internally because i don't have anyone who will really listen and question and pry and solve with me. i dont. tony would do that...thomas does that. i need to feel free in the summer, i need my space.
i dont understand why thomas and i aren't closer...we are going to get really close i can feel. tanya is in kansas...ive been taking such good care of my industrial...and i havent been doing amph. and i guess i feel better. i dont know whats happening tonight on friday but its going to be something without restrictions...soemthing oustide/windows open i love curtains caught in the wind.