Aug 27, 2005 01:08
well I'm here, I love the campus, I love my room, I don't even mind my roommate even though we're nothing alike. I'll probably love my classes, I'll probably love just about everything about the campus except for one thing... the people.
I'm nothing like anyone here, it's like just as I finally felt as though I was fitting in, I'm cast out again, alone. I know no one here and I have yet to really see anyone or meet anyone that I really want to get to know. Everyone seems to want to drink and party, and I guess I should have seen that coming. I guess I didn't plan this out as well as I thought. I'm just really sad right now, I think I'll go for a walk or something, just to clear my head. I miss lindsey, I miss her a lot, after everything I don't like not having her around. I don't like not having friends around here. I don't miss being home, but I miss people back home, this sucks. I just need to establish a group again. Something that gives me something to do on almost a nightly basis like I used to have. We'll see how this works out...
I don't feel like writing a whole lot more, that was really all i wanted to say.