a vacation in retrospect...

[peter12808]

all I can really say about this vacation was meh, it wasn't great and it wasn't horrible. Really I was just meh the entire time, had some good times had some not so good times. Nothing really to complain about, except for my slump in baseball, which is absolutely abismal, but that's besides the point. It was nice to just be away for a week, none of the added stress school always seems to provide, thank god there are only 20 more days of class. I don't even know what to say right now, I had a really bland vacation. It was very eventful and then incredibly noneventful at the same time, as contradictory as that sounds. I dunno what to expect anymore. I'm still worried I have too much riding on this summer and it's only gonna set me up for a major disappointment, so hopefully I'll be wrong on that one. I just wanna give it one last hoorah that will make me somewhat miss this place when I'm gone, because leaving here with only hatred will not be one of my fondest memories. So I'm trying to rationalize my summer, but it's hard when expectations are so high, it's probably one of my worst fears to have my dreams dashed... I dunno, that's basically my mindset right now, I dunno. I feel good though, glad to get away from the events of last week, this was rather relaxing, yet slightly strenuous, again contradictory I know, but what can I say that's me.

I think I've finally rediscovered myself, so for those of you who saw it as a problem, need not anymore. It's all been taken care of...