Sometimes It's Time
Often when pondering changes you go 'Well not now, when I'm ready.' Sometimes of course you don't get to decide when you're ready. The universe in it's inimitable fashion, says. "You're ready now."
I suppose in a year of rebirth and reawakening, it's fitting. It wasn't how I wanted it to be. No, let's be clear, I DIDN'T WANT IT TO BE. But nonetheless, it has to be, and I have never been so scared in my life. This is who I am. This is my identity. Now I have to let it go. What will I be afterwards? Who will I be afterwards?
Me? Will it be me?
I don't want to let it go, and the only way for me to do it was not to be given a choice.
A big change is coming.
I suppose in a year of rebirth and reawakening, it's fitting. It wasn't how I wanted it to be. No, let's be clear, I DIDN'T WANT IT TO BE. But nonetheless, it has to be, and I have never been so scared in my life. This is who I am. This is my identity. Now I have to let it go. What will I be afterwards? Who will I be afterwards?
Me? Will it be me?
I don't want to let it go, and the only way for me to do it was not to be given a choice.
A big change is coming.