A look into my world...
Well the last week or two have been good, because I finally have Benny back round which is fuckin whiked, cause I miss having my best mate round. We just been hangin and chillin and stuff, and after everything that has happened, I have finally started to see the good ol ben come out. He has his times when inconsiderate cunts round him do stuff, but generally he comes out of it all stronger, and yeah, he is movin on.
While ben comin back has been whiked cause I am happier than I have been in ages, I still can't help at times feelin a lil down. I dunno why, or if there even is a reason or justification for it, but I just feel like no one gives a shit. Seriously, I sit back at times and look at things and wonder, is ne one gonna message me on my birthday, send me a card, get me a present ne thing like that. In all honesty atm, if i was to die right now, I doubt there would be many ppl to ring or who would notice i was gone until they rang for somethin of theirs i had or if they needed a favour.
Ah well, soon enough n i can go back to uni and disappear n not have 2 worry bout no one giving a fuck...
While ben comin back has been whiked cause I am happier than I have been in ages, I still can't help at times feelin a lil down. I dunno why, or if there even is a reason or justification for it, but I just feel like no one gives a shit. Seriously, I sit back at times and look at things and wonder, is ne one gonna message me on my birthday, send me a card, get me a present ne thing like that. In all honesty atm, if i was to die right now, I doubt there would be many ppl to ring or who would notice i was gone until they rang for somethin of theirs i had or if they needed a favour.
Ah well, soon enough n i can go back to uni and disappear n not have 2 worry bout no one giving a fuck...