Well come to a bit of a realisation recently, and yeah, have decided to just leave my life on cruise control for the time being. There is no use trying to force things to happen any more, so i am just going to put things in the hands of the universe n let it do its thing :D
Now, update on whats been happening :D The short version, nothin at all. The longer version, really totally nothing at all.
Met this whiked young dude last week. He msged me off my MSN profile and yeah, we have been chattin lots and he is cool and stuff. His name is Brent, he is 16 and from Melbourne, and before i get the message from everyone sayin stuff, we r just mates. He is a whiked cool lil dude n i will catch up when we in each others town, but yeah, just mates, so quite freakin at me :P Well would like more but yeah, distance is a thing and yeah... dunno if i need ne thing atm.
But yeah, Brent is whiked cool, he is cute, nice, caring, out going and just makes me smile, even when I speak with him n i just finsihed crying. He makes me happy n makes me smile, which is just what I want right now.
Um, tomorrow morning I am doing my CPR update, so that my First Aide Cert stays in date and I can go on at uni without ne issues, and yeah, workin on tuesday arvo, but nothin else much planned for my week.
Quick notes for peeps:
Brent : Hey Matey, keep smilin cause u look hot when u smile n you got no reason 2 ever stop
Scotty: Chill matey, you r a whiked dude too, and you will make the right guy very happy, just do not let the losers fuck u round in the mean time.
Matty G: Sorry i swore at you 2nite I was just in a bad mood :(
Ben: I dunno still mate, I am a lil hesitant but give me time n space n see what happens.
Keep safe peeps, will try keep this updated more reg now :D
lada