Another day...

[petar_is_god]

SO i'm stil bored out of my mind. Ihave plenty of time to think about things which may not be a good thing. Can we put a price on freedom? $57,500? I mean that's basically what it comes down to in my head. i could be financially set up for probably the rest of my life. Or I could get out, go to school and have to work for a living. I mean I might have to get a crappy place to start with, but being able to see my family and friends is something that means more than money. Not that i would never see them again, but it just feels like i have missed so much. Plus I would be the first in my immediate family to go to college. It's paid for and I get a few bucks to live on. I think the transition scares me the most. That steady paycheck is a beautiful thing. But maybe its time I man up and face the uncertainty.  I just dont want to fall behind and have to start asking my mom for money etc. If anything I want to help her out.
Anyhoo, I miss making music, playing video games and hanging out with my friends. Thats what i should be doing.  Making milkshakes and playing guitar til my fingers bleed. I cant wait to be home. I started randomly thinking about paintball today. That would be really fun right now. Or a nerd party. I miss driving my Vue. haha.
I keep thinking about what i want to do when i visit. and i haven't really come up with anything to crazy. so maybe i could some help.
OK, enough rambling.