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I finally got my hands on a copy of the Casey Scores a Goal CD. I've heard it like 20X already, and I know more words than anyone not in the band; it's about fucking time I got it! Thanks to Mike on that one. He and Steve came by earlier and we hung out. I got my trumpet back from Steve because I'm not going to see him tomorrow. Hopefully he'll come to Drew on Saturday night.
Tonight I was supposed to go to Manhattan College and spend the night there, but the Kakos fell through yet again. It's no wonder when he confuses a drink-before-going-out-for-the-night type party with an actualy party. So of course he couldn't come and get me. So I spent my night at home and did a lot of thinking.
I'm really lonely. There's nothing worthwhile for me at home except for a few scattered friends. Hopefully I'll find something really fulfilling at school. What really irks me is I HAD something really great with Val, and when it fell apart I was too much of a macho-man and I had my head and heart in the wrong place. I should've tried harder for her. Val was really good to me. Right now I miss her a lot, not just as my girlfriend, but I miss her companionship as well. I had a lot of fun when I was with her, even before we were going out.
"It's not what I can do, It's what I hate living through."- Casey Scores a Goal
I'm gonna go to bed soon. Only one more day here. Hopefully my mom will cook something good tomorrow!
Tonight I was supposed to go to Manhattan College and spend the night there, but the Kakos fell through yet again. It's no wonder when he confuses a drink-before-going-out-for-the-night type party with an actualy party. So of course he couldn't come and get me. So I spent my night at home and did a lot of thinking.
I'm really lonely. There's nothing worthwhile for me at home except for a few scattered friends. Hopefully I'll find something really fulfilling at school. What really irks me is I HAD something really great with Val, and when it fell apart I was too much of a macho-man and I had my head and heart in the wrong place. I should've tried harder for her. Val was really good to me. Right now I miss her a lot, not just as my girlfriend, but I miss her companionship as well. I had a lot of fun when I was with her, even before we were going out.
"It's not what I can do, It's what I hate living through."- Casey Scores a Goal
I'm gonna go to bed soon. Only one more day here. Hopefully my mom will cook something good tomorrow!