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to answer your question Cavin,
i think i miss the old him, the one i fell in love with...and i also miss his presence. although his presence didn't come with too many good feelings towards the end...but i guess it was still kinda nice to not be lonely. i am learning how to appreciate the loneliness now. it is quite nice sometimes.
weekend was good and bad.
had some nice hang-outtage plus make-outtage going on.
shyeahh...i still gots it.
i needed this fun. i was getting really depressed again.
i even sort of forgave jared and started feeling like i should have tried harder...then i remembered that morning it all went to shit and his face and the cold things he said...and i nipped that right in the butt. though i was severely depressed on the drive down to sofla. Luckily, those gentlemen callers sure do distract...with their flirtations and promises of great things.
then as per usual guys get all weird and start playing games.
i don't have time for this shit. time for the next one, please.
deanna taught me this and i am a quick student.
....
i hung out with Aline as well :O) that was funnnnn.
we ate sushi.
she watched me donate blood. Why did I donate you ask? partly because i am a good citizen...and partly because the guy who asked me to donate was cute :O)
we then proceeded to watch the movie Fur...the abridged version cuz we both were falling asleep. shortly after she left in my sleepy stuper i stumbled up to my room and then DUN DUN DUUUUUNNNNN!!! i attempted my first ...what would you say it was?...oh yes. a booty text.
this did not go down well. heh. gotta love technology.
....
school sucks majorly.
the breakup took a toll on my effing elective that the prof is taking way too seriously.
i haven't worked on my thesis proposal in 3 weeks (my fault) i have to do that this week and slamdunk the presentation next week or i'm screwed the semester is ending soon.
i fucking haattteee grad school. someone relieve me of this mess. i wish i'd never taken thesis option it sucks major, major, major!!
....
i have my puppy randy up here to keep me company.
i have a futon in lieu of a couch (hey, it's something!)
i'm going to mardi gras at universal this coming weekend with the fam.
all in all...i am ok. i still can't believe that less than a month ago i was in a failing relationship. Now i'm on the road back to sanity and happiness.
i think i miss the old him, the one i fell in love with...and i also miss his presence. although his presence didn't come with too many good feelings towards the end...but i guess it was still kinda nice to not be lonely. i am learning how to appreciate the loneliness now. it is quite nice sometimes.
weekend was good and bad.
had some nice hang-outtage plus make-outtage going on.
shyeahh...i still gots it.
i needed this fun. i was getting really depressed again.
i even sort of forgave jared and started feeling like i should have tried harder...then i remembered that morning it all went to shit and his face and the cold things he said...and i nipped that right in the butt. though i was severely depressed on the drive down to sofla. Luckily, those gentlemen callers sure do distract...with their flirtations and promises of great things.
then as per usual guys get all weird and start playing games.
i don't have time for this shit. time for the next one, please.
deanna taught me this and i am a quick student.
....
i hung out with Aline as well :O) that was funnnnn.
we ate sushi.
she watched me donate blood. Why did I donate you ask? partly because i am a good citizen...and partly because the guy who asked me to donate was cute :O)
we then proceeded to watch the movie Fur...the abridged version cuz we both were falling asleep. shortly after she left in my sleepy stuper i stumbled up to my room and then DUN DUN DUUUUUNNNNN!!! i attempted my first ...what would you say it was?...oh yes. a booty text.
this did not go down well. heh. gotta love technology.
....
school sucks majorly.
the breakup took a toll on my effing elective that the prof is taking way too seriously.
i haven't worked on my thesis proposal in 3 weeks (my fault) i have to do that this week and slamdunk the presentation next week or i'm screwed the semester is ending soon.
i fucking haattteee grad school. someone relieve me of this mess. i wish i'd never taken thesis option it sucks major, major, major!!
....
i have my puppy randy up here to keep me company.
i have a futon in lieu of a couch (hey, it's something!)
i'm going to mardi gras at universal this coming weekend with the fam.
all in all...i am ok. i still can't believe that less than a month ago i was in a failing relationship. Now i'm on the road back to sanity and happiness.