I will NEVER give up on you!!!
....I still feel the EXACT same way that I did when I last updated! And........
I miss Sarah REALLY BAD! More than I think I ever have! I never would have thought that me and her wouldn't be friends.....she was my best friend who never judged me and always went with the flow and didn't try to change the way she was just to be better and live with the crowd or live how she was supposed to........I miss having that! I need her more than ever now....just to talk....**starts to cry**.....I MISS HER! She always knew what to tell me more than anyone has! I always knew that I could act myself and speak my mind frankly around her and her understand and laugh and kid around to make me feel better......no one knew her like I did......and now I don't know her at all! It's been almost 2 years now that me and her haven't been on friend terms. And it hurts SO bad, but I caused it.....I judged and I assumed.....everything that she never did to me.......and after it all happened...I knew that if I wouldn't have done that....we would still be friends....but because of my selffishness I lost one of the most important things in my life....LOL....whenever me and Jacob broke up....she would always find the first guy that came her way to set me up with.....she always put other things before herself....more thatn I can say for some people. I have relationships now that are good......but NOTHING will EVER compare to the relationship that I had with Sarah! I'd give anything if I could just call her and it be like nothing ever happened.....I want to here her voice again and her laugh....and tell ALL my secrets and catch on things and me say that I'm sorry and her forgive me...and we start over.....**sighs**.....alot of people have given up on Sarah and left her be.....but she still is my BEST friend above any other and I will NEVER give up on her......one day..........I hope that her and Robbie have the most wonderful life together..........it'll change one day........I promise.......I'm sorry foe all that I did......I LOVE YOU SARAH NICOLE HARRIS!!