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i haven't updated in awhile. i've been so so busy with work, its rediculous.
i'm financially stressed, but what else is new. i'm virtually out of debt, up-to-date with all my bills...i've even had extra funds to go out shopping. something that i haven't done in a long long time. i'm finally feeling myself, after being stuck in a roller coaster relationship. i never fully realized how much i wasn't myself throughout the entire ordeal until i came back home and was alone. but you know what- i was never fully myself before nate. i guess i fell into my downward spiral when I decided to go to Cheshire Academy- changing my image just to feel accepted by my peers. i didn't accept myself, suffered from low self esteem. that sucked. but at least i've battled it, and conquered the lack of self esteem. i feel alive more now than ever.
i'm going away for the weekend to Las Vegas...I leave next weekend, May 6th. My aunt and I are going together. She's going through a mid-life crisis right now, and seeing that I just got over a crisis of my own- I thought it would be a great opportunity to relax and veg. Vegas has so much you can do...I'm superly excited. Also, I bought a ticket for a show I missed here in CT..no one could cover me at work, and I neglected to take the night off from work. New Found Glory, Eisley, and Reggie and the Full effect. I almost had a heart attack when I saw they were playing the weekend I would be there. AWESOME.
Still waiting to hear back from Wesleyan....the dean keeps calling me to check up on me. I guess that's a good sign, seeing that the first e-mail I ever received from them was this automated message saying that no one would inform me of missing application materials, and not to call the admissions office for the status of my application. So maybe calls from the dean are special? I dunno.
I've gotten into every school I've applied to thus far. Every single one since high school in fact. So who knows.
I'm still waiting.
I need to hit the shower and head off to work.
i'm financially stressed, but what else is new. i'm virtually out of debt, up-to-date with all my bills...i've even had extra funds to go out shopping. something that i haven't done in a long long time. i'm finally feeling myself, after being stuck in a roller coaster relationship. i never fully realized how much i wasn't myself throughout the entire ordeal until i came back home and was alone. but you know what- i was never fully myself before nate. i guess i fell into my downward spiral when I decided to go to Cheshire Academy- changing my image just to feel accepted by my peers. i didn't accept myself, suffered from low self esteem. that sucked. but at least i've battled it, and conquered the lack of self esteem. i feel alive more now than ever.
i'm going away for the weekend to Las Vegas...I leave next weekend, May 6th. My aunt and I are going together. She's going through a mid-life crisis right now, and seeing that I just got over a crisis of my own- I thought it would be a great opportunity to relax and veg. Vegas has so much you can do...I'm superly excited. Also, I bought a ticket for a show I missed here in CT..no one could cover me at work, and I neglected to take the night off from work. New Found Glory, Eisley, and Reggie and the Full effect. I almost had a heart attack when I saw they were playing the weekend I would be there. AWESOME.
Still waiting to hear back from Wesleyan....the dean keeps calling me to check up on me. I guess that's a good sign, seeing that the first e-mail I ever received from them was this automated message saying that no one would inform me of missing application materials, and not to call the admissions office for the status of my application. So maybe calls from the dean are special? I dunno.
I've gotten into every school I've applied to thus far. Every single one since high school in fact. So who knows.
I'm still waiting.
I need to hit the shower and head off to work.