Jan 04, 2005 10:28
i got my tonsils out yesterday. i woke up crying my eyes out & in terrible pain calling out "mommy". she came in and held my hand, and i fell back off to sleep. i was doin so well at the hospital that they let me go early. i did, however, almost passed out when i went pee at the hospital. nate called me when i was on my way home....i dont know if it was because he remembered i was getting surgery, or to thank me for paying a bill....whatever. i got alot of calls from friends wishin me well. mikey came to visit me last night, and was so supportive..he brought me a stuffed moose & rat, and i drooled blood on them all night. but it was nice having my hand held and my hair caressed, and being told i was still beautiful. i think mike is committed to stealing my heart.
i'm really not in pain. i'm more in pain when i take my medication, b/c i get upset tummy. i'm just sittin around drinking vegan milshakes w/ tons of protein powder added, meditating my pain away. i know barbara is doing some distance reiki on me, and thats helpin too. some more ppl are comin over today...and i'm happy bout that.
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