FIC - ROLLING IN THE DEEP (AOI X URUHA (MAIN), YUU X URUHA) ONESHOT
Title: Rolling in the deep
Chapters: One shot
Author: pesuruhcinta
Genre: Romance, revenge (I guess?)
Ratings: R to NC-17
Band: the GazettE
Pairings: Yuu x Uruha, Aoix Uruha
Warning: Boy’s love, a betrayal, hatred, sex (maybe) and revenge
Disclaimer: I will own them someday (their stuffs only not the band mates)
Synopsis: He betrayed his love….
Comment: Well, Adele won Grammy Awards. Basically I got the idea from her song. You could listen to the song while read this fanfic. You could listen for that song in Glee version also. Well I need critic and comment about this fanfic.
“I told you already, Shiroyama! He betrayed you. You’ve seen by yourself! He kissed Byou and not that also, your boyfriend secretly dating with Byou! I told you, but you don’t believe me.” Those were the words that Ruki uttered to the raven but Yuu couldn’t hear anything because there’s something growing inside in his heart. It’s dangerous, yet it lead him to the unknown world that he never reach it before; to a new feeling that he should never feel once for the rest of his life.
There's a fire starting in my heart. Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark…..
“How long he had cheated on me, Ruki?” Yuu suddenly asked after silent for a few minutes; without looking to his friend. He’s still thinking about the new feeling that increasingly grew in both of his mind and heart.
“Since the first day you’re started dating with him.” The ice blonde replied with guilty feeling. It’s not that he never told Yuu before. He had told him thousands times, but the raven was stubborn like a mull.
Finally I can see you crystal clear... Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare…
“I see… You don’t have to worry about me from now on, because I’ll leave him… no, I’ll see how he’s gonna pay my love back.” Yuu set something in his mind. A plan, for his revenge. A plan that’s gonna made Uruha paid for him back.
See how I'll leave, with every piece of you…Don't underestimate the things that I will do… There's a fire starting in my heart… Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark…
“Don’t think about him anymore. You’ll suffer. You deserve someone else, Yuu.” The other was trying to convince him; trying to erase the other’s hatred.
“I hope so, because he made me thinking of him every second since the time I saw him kissed someone else besides me. I don’t think I could forget about it at all. Even if I had a nightmare probably, I would dream of It.” he was damn sure about it. Thinking about the love he felt before, thinking about the hatred he felt right now; it’s not same and he couldn’t think about the past because aversion already controlled him.
The scars of your love remind me of us…They keep me thinking that we almost had it all… The scars of your love, they leave me breathless…I can't help feeling…
“You can get the love you want! Just… Find someone else that loves you. Like Reita and me, for an example and no one’s gonna hurt you if you find one. Trust me.”
“If I got one, I will… But, I can’t think of it... Right now. It’s hurt to think someone that we love could betray us. Enough about it. I don’t want to talk about this anymore.” He went from there; leaving his best friend.
“Wait, Yuu!”
We could have had it all, rolling in the deep. You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat…
…………………………
“Are sure, you want to do this, Shiroyama-san?” The doctor asked Yuu back, wanted an answer from the raven. That’s a bit crazy for a 22 years old boy wanted to have a plastic surgery when he didn’t need it at all. Plus, his face wasn’t bad at all.
“What do you mean, doctor? I have confirmed it to you many times.” Yuu said, looked at the doctor with aggravated look.
“I know. But you know there’s a risk. After you through this surgery, you could only go for the surgery second time if you’re thinking to go back to your face before because after that, if you’re thinking to go for 3rd time, you’ll risk your life and you’re gonna die.”
“Don’t worry about me, doctor. I’ll not do it. No, I’ll not change my look. I promise to you. I’ll thank you more and more if you do this surgery to me and I’ll tell everybody you’re an amazing doctor that had changed my life. I’m guarantee you doctor, if you do this surgery to me, you’re really save me.”
“Alright, if you’re really insists.”
You’ll pay back for what you’ve done to me, Uruha.
………………
5 months later….
“Hey, Uruha, how’s the boy that leave you before?” Takeru, his classmate asked his play-gay-boy friend.
“Huh, why do you ask me about that, Takeru? I don’t care about him at all. I just date with because I was pity with him.” Uruha said; not solemnly at all.
“Ah, I see. You’re a bitch as always. I forget about that, sorry. Speaking of him, I never heard about your ex-boyfriend anymore, where he had gone. He disappeared. Probably he committed suicide. Ah, how about Byou? I heard that you kissed Byou in front of your ex.”
“Ah, I left him too. He could only satisfy my lust less than 2 months. But, he’s better than my ex boyfriend. Ah, I already forget my ex-boyfriends’name, haha.” When Uruha laughed, he heard some of girls talked and some gay boys too. About a gossip at his college.
“He’s hot. I wish he’s my boyfriend.” One of the started to dream.
“Too hot, too high can’t go down. I felt hard by seeing his face only.” Most of the students already had the wet fantasy; in college.
“Who’s the person they were talking about?” Uruha asked.
“I think maybe it’s about a new student that transferred here. A Japanese boy, of course. He lived at America before. A grade-A student I’ll said, but I never see him yet. He’s not in our class anyway.”
“Seriously, what the thing that he looked at our crap college if he’s already great?” The honey blonde laughed for a little.
“To kill time, I think…” Takeru replied.
While he walked with Takeru, he was attracted with a man figure that walked opposite them; from far in front of them.
“Crap, this is not a boy, this is a man…” Uruha couldn’t do anything as he could only drop his jaws. A very handsome man walked gracefully, like a model. The eyeliner that coloured around his eyes made the man looked perfect. His skin looked pale; white pale but that made him had mysterious aura; a mysterious man that everybody wants to go close. His hair is but black but there’s still raven colour. His lips was seducing; asking all the people around to kiss him. No need to say about his clothes because what he wore was very trendy and fashionable; a sign of a rich boy. He walked, passing the honey blonde and his friend without even looked to them especially Uruha who still become dumb.
Baby, I have no story to be told…But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn…. Think of me in the depths of your despair. Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared…
“Wow, who’s him… man, he sure had those mysterious killing aura around him. Lucky I have a girlfriend, if not Liya would kill me…” Takeru commented. “Oy, Uruha? Are you okay?” He waved his hand in front of the honey blonde’s face. Uruha that just drowning in illusion came back to his life as he stopped his friend’s action.
“Probably, that’s… the man that they were talking about. I’m gonna make him as my target.”
“Then what you’re gonna do after you get him?”
“It’s a piece of cake. I’ll use everything that he had and leave him like I’ve done to all the men that I dated before.” He went from there, leaving his friend alone.
“Hey, you wait!” Uruha called from behind. The man didn’t stop, he just kept walking and there’s a smirk curved on his lips; of course he made sure the honey blonde didn’t see his smirk. Uruha couldn’t stay patient as he increasing his speed, passing the other and stopped him.
“I guess I had called you. Probably you didn’t hear me, don’t you?” Uruha asked and threw his charming smile. The man just smiled back, didn’t speak anything as he watched the honey blonde’s face; adding more questions to the other. And Uruha didn’t like the way the other looked at him. It’s felt as there‘s a burning fire in his eyes. “Hello, didn’t you hear me?” the honey blonde asked back.
“Call.” He spoke one sentence, made the other more confusing.
“What?”
“I was thinking, you called me suddenly and I didn’t even know you and I think you don’t know me either. Are you hitting on me?” man, but he was right, Uruha thought and no one ever said it straightly to him before. Uruha felt so embarrassed. The raven just smirked.
“I guess I’m right. Well, let me said this, once. YOU’RE NOT MY TYPE.” That man said; rightly strike to Uruha’s heart; his pride.
“If I’m not your type, then you’re not a gay?”
“I didn’t say I’m not a gay. I could read your mind. You’re hitting on me, baby but I’m truly sorry, you’re not my type.” When the man wanted to go from there, Uruha blocked the other’s way once again.
“No one said something like that to me before. I swear, I’ll make you as mine! After that I’m gonna fuck you!” Uruha was angry. He never felt pissed off like that in his life. Usually men will beg for him to go date with him or to fuck him. But, why this man was immune with him?
“Bring it on. I wanna see a little baby seduces me. Hmm, how about this? A bet. Let see who’s the one begging for wanting for each other. If you win, I’ll let you fuck me and I’ll be your slave forever, obey what you want. But, if you lose, I will the one who gonna fuck you. How’s that sound?”
“Sounds fine to me. I’ll say this, you’re the one that gonna lay your head and the floor and begging for me to fuck you!”
“It’s seems like we both were agreed about this game. So, how about made ‘this’ as our little agreement?” As the man said it, he grabbed Uruha’s hand and kissed the other hardly. Uruha was shocked; really shocked with the situation. Usually he’s the one that played the role first but, no one had ever started the game without him become 1st player. He quickly pulled back and breathing, almost breathless.
The scars of your love remind you of us… They keep me thinking that we almost had it all…The scars of your love, they leave me breathless… I can't help feeling
“Oh, by the way, I’m Aoi….baby.” Aoi whispered to Uruha’s ear, then kissed Uruha’s face and leaving the stunned honey blonde alone.
We could have had it all… Rolling in the deep… You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat…
......................................... In the house; 12.50 A.M.........................
Uruha can’t sleep tonight because still remember the moment Aoi kissed him and that made him feel good; more good than any kisses that he had before. He bitted his blanket with confuse feeling. For a first time in his life, he can’t believe that he falls in love with a man that he tried to fool around. What made he surprised even more is Aoi’s not the one that fell on his feet but Uruha himself. He’s already lost. Falling in love with a stranger less than 24 hours.
“This… I can’t believe this! I lost to him…” Uruha put his palm hand on his mouth; couldn’t believe about what he felt. He never falls in love with someone before. If he begging Aoi wanting serious relationship, then Aoi’s gonna fuck him. If Aoi told him he needs Uruha, the he’s gonna fuck Uruha; there’s no different at all. But the hone blonde’s pride was more than that. He’s not gonna let Aoi fuck him too soon. He still wanted make the other begging for him, wanting for him.
“Not gonna tell you about it, it’s not the time yet.”
Could have had it all… Rolling in the deep….
Day by day, Uruha couldn’t forget about his feeling to Aoi and it kept growing in his heart even he tried to avoid the other. No, he couldn’t avoid the other because the other seems to know where he went and there’s more, when they were alone, even they didn’t speak anything, hot kiss, touching each other still happened even Uruha tried his best to not to do ‘anything’ with Aoi. But they didn’t end up have a sex. Both of them were very clever to hide their real feeling.
You had my heart inside your hand… But you played it with a beating…
The atmosphere at Bar Beanger was different than other bar. No slutty music like disco; it just played some jazz songs and plus the decoration of the bar is totally for relaxing disturbed mind, not like disco which people come for fun and lost control. The honey blonde boy enjoyed the environment of it. He sat on the metal chair, ordering Blue Margarita, his favourite cocktail while drowning in his relaxing fantasy world. The waitress sent it to him. He sipped it slowly, enjoying the taste of it.
“Looks like you’re enjoying your drink alone.” Someone said that to the boy from behind. He looked at his behind. Aoi just arrived without him expect; he wore a white t-shirt together with black cardigan with blue jeans. The raven opened his black glasses and smiled to him. “It’s my first time came here. Well, mind if I sit with you? Oh I do believe you know best drink at this bar. Mind to tell me?” The raven asked with a smiling face as he ignored the surprised look that drawn on Uruha’s face.
“Blue margarita if you want to drown yourself in blue world.” Uruha replied, still didn’t believe Aoi was stood in front of him. Without being invited officially by the honey blonde, the raven already sat in front of the other. “Anyway this is first time we meet here, so I should say that I like this place. You do have a good taste. Do you always come here?” Aoi started the conversation. “I used to become their loyal customers, and yes I always come here… A lot... For relaxing my mind and actually my friend own this place, so that’s why I always come here. I bet he would greet me any time. I guess so….” Taking his Blue Margarita drink from the table, the honey blonde drank it with one swallow as he didn’t know how to speak with the raven normally without showing his true feeling.
“You seem nervous.” Aoi said in whispering tone, watching Uruha with full interest.
“What made you think that?” Uruha again was shocked.
“You’re blushing. From the way you act, I could tell that.” Aoi laughed but in slow tone. Uruha sipped his drink again, wanted to erase his feeling from being reading.
Throw your soul through every open door… Count your blessings to find what you look for…Turn my sorrow into treasured gold…You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow….
“You’re not a magic man, Aoi. Anyway, I have a nice chat with you. I’m leaving.” Uruha left his bill on the counter without took his balance. But the raven’s not gonna let him gone so fast as he followed the other. It’s already 1 hour when they came out from the bar. Aoi and Uruha walked together which is not actually…walking at the silent road.
“Stop following me, Aoi. I’m already pissed off with you following me from behind like a chef wants to beat a cat who stole his fish.” The honey blonde claimed as he was angry.
“You angry for what? Angry because I could read your feeling?” The younger looked at the raven with puzzled eyes; with mixed feelings. Aoi smiled bitterly as he stared back to other.” Well, I don’t really want to make you feel offense, but how about you tell me about what you’re thinking right now….” From the way Aoi was talking, Uruha knew this totally was an attempt to seduce him to tell Aoi what he felt to the other actually.
“What do you…expect me to tell you? You claimed to say you could read my mind, so read it by yourself!”
“Well, that’s not the answer that I expect.” Aoi chuckled. “So, again let me ask you, once again. What do you really think actually….?” Again, Aoi asked, trapped Uruha on the wall. Uruha didn’t answer. All he does was put his lips on Aoi’s; he pressed harder and kissed the raven deeper. Aoi was surprised at first, but then he softly sucked Uruha’s bottom lip and slipped his tongue in the honey blonde’s mouth. Aoi kissed Uruha deeper exploring the inside of his juicy mouth until the boy started to feel that he doesn’t want to let it end at all; the urge of wanting was too much. He wanted it, he wanted it. Uruha can’t do anything. He just closed his eyes and enjoyed the kiss. It was so hot and wet, yet tempting; a kiss from someone he shouldn’t dfall in love because he’s the one that started the game and yet, he lost… For a first time…. He can’t describe how hot it is and how much he loves that kiss.
“Aoi...” Uruha moaned softly; he can’t believe it. Aoi just stay silent. Uruha pulled back a little when Aoi let go of him. Uruha was stunned there like a statue. She couldn’t react at all.
“I do think that maybe I like you…” Uruha whispered to Aoi’s and hugged him softly.
“Is this how you felt to me actually?” Aoi asked, wanted the confirmation.
“I don’t know what to say-” His breath stopped, feeling the blood rush in his veins as Aoi kissed him back. Uruha was surprised. He couldn’t believe what is happening right now. The kiss was very chaste at first, but quickly, Aoi tangled his hands in Uruha’s hair, gently tugging at the soft locks to bring him even closer. Their kiss became a lot more heated and less chaste when Aoi’s tongue went past Uruha’s plush lips, tasting the other. He pressed harder and kissed the boy deeper. Aoi softly sucked Uruha’s bottom lip and slipped his tongue in his mouth. The kiss was so hot and wet until Uruha’s hands slowly went to Aoi’s chest and hips. They kissing passionately without caring about anyone watching. They were obviously drowned into the world of passion. After a few minutes, they broke up the kiss.
“Tell me the words that you should tell me, Uruha…” Aoi stared at Uruha.
“I love you Aoi…. I want you… I want you to fuck me, please….” Uruha almost cried when he said that. Aoi hugged him back.
“As you wish…”
Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me… We could have had it all…Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep….We could have had it all…….Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me…It all, it all, it all, it all….Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep…..
……………….
His hands reached out when he called Aoi’s name, pulling the raven-haired man down for another sensual kiss. It last longer than before. Tongues dancing together and moans exchanged. As Uruha pulled away, a string of liquid tied between their lips before Aoi licked it off; with bliss. Aoi couldn’t resist touching the other. His hands on the bare milky white skin back and his lips kissing at the bottom jaw all the way to the collar bone. Uruha jerked forward, wanted to feel those long fingers on his back, all the way down to his hip and ass. Aoi stripped Uruha was just a second, leaving the body exposed again. The white sheet and Uruha's body meet and he felt the soft fabric on his back. Aoi attacked him again, kissing and biting on his neck, leaving a mark. His fingers playing with those harden nubs earning more moans.
Uruha's legs move to Aoi's body and wrapped around him. He was used to this game; when he was a slutty before. Before that, he didn’t feel anything when it came to sex. But, now… He felt love and secure. Aoi then tilt his head a little to taste those thigh he been waiting for. Licking and kissing, making Uruha blush more. Uruha's hands made their way to Aoi's shirt, tugging it to discard it from the owner. He wanted to feel the other warmth. Soon, it went to the belt, unbuckle it and remove the pants as well, leaving Aoi naked as he is. He is amazed with Aoi's posture. Those hips, the muscular arms, flat torso. Aoi placed more kisses on Uruha's forehead and cheeks before he ran his fingers on the soft long hair.
"Aoi....please...just...do it...." Uruha couldn’t wait even a minute. His member needed the attention and release.
"You’re sure?…." Aoi's warm palm rested on Uruha's cheek.
"No, you don't hurt me. I’ll be okay if it’s you…," Uruha smiled. Aoi kissed him again before position himself.
"Please bear this," Aoi gripped the side of Uruha's hips. There's no lube to help them. Moving slowly to the entrance, Uruha took a deep breath and slowly breathe out to relax himself as Aoi pushed himself through the tight hole. Uruha tried to bare the pain but small whimper escaped his lips less than a minute. Aoi made it slow so he won’t break his ‘secret lover’. Once fully in, Aoi stayed awhile to make sure Uruha was used to it. The honey blonde gave the signal for Aoi to move. A steady slow rhythm made Uruha crazy.
"Ngghh....A...Aoi......ahhhhhnn~~~" Uruha shut his eyes tight, feeling the sensation on his nerves. Aoi trusted became faster and Uruha was moaning while his hands on Aoi's back, leaving red marks.
"Ah~Aoi~~...I'm...ah...so close..." and Aoi trusted faster which hits his prostate. Aoi also massage the hardened member to make the other feel better. It didn’t take long when Aoi gave a forceful thrust; Uruha came on Aoi's hand and screamed his name. Working for his release, Aoi trusted a few times before he sent his hot sticky liquid into Uruha's. "Ahhh~~~" Uruha loosen his grip and legs from Aoi. Aoi tried to balance his breathing as he flopped down next to Uruha. His arms wrap around the blonde and smiled; but not too much.
"We could have it all if you’re not betraying me before…" Aoi said and his words, of course made the other confused. “What do you mean…?" Uruha realized what Aoi just said and shocked. Aoi lifted his chin and kissed him again.
“You do really forget about me, Uruha. I always told you before, I told you before, see how I'll leave, with every piece of you… and don't underestimate the things that I will do to you… don’t you forget already about the boy you betrayed when you kissed Byou in front of him before.” He wore his clothes back but his eyes still glued at shocking Uruha.
“Don’t tell me… You’re… Yuu?” Uruha asked with trembling voice.
“Thank you for remembering my name. I thought you said to your friends you forgot my name. Let me say this, I do this for revenge; to make you fall on my feet; begging for me. I want you to say those words that I have uttered to you before and I did… Now I guess that you’re already wished you never met me before?”
Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me…We could have had it all…Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep… Rolling in the deep…
Uruha couldn’t do anything as he just cried for the first time.
“I guess this is over and I’ve already made you pay back to me… So, good bye Uruha…” When Aoi wanted to go from there, Uruha stopped him by held his leg.
“Wait, don’t go… I’m sorry for what I’ve done to you before… Please give me a chance…. I promise I wouldn’t leave you or even betray you anymore….” The honey blonde begged. Aoi just looked at the honey blonde without a feeling.
“Now you’ve fallen in love this deep for me. Have you thought this what exactly I felt when we’re lovers before? No you didn’t… if you love me before, like you just do right now, we could have it all. You got my heart but, you played it… Let me say this, I’m sorry, I just played your heart…. So, SAYONARA….. Till we meet again…” He left the crying boy with no feeling.
Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me….You had my heart and soul….Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep…And you played it to the beat…Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me…Could have had it all…Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep….Rolling in the deep… Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)You had my heart and soul in your hand…Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)But you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat…