I'm a horrible person.
I told ashley i would update today, so i will. might not type much, but hey, atleast i did it! well me and ashley are pretty happy, blue skys are, err, have cleared up, we put on a happy face. hah. well, i do love ashley, a whole lot. been like that for around a year and a half now. and years to come. forever is the only time frame i can give right now. We only get to see each other 2 days this week... thats not good. next week will be allot better. going to be trying my best to live up to everything after this week. no more fucking up, no more being an asshole. dosnt change that i am and always will be a horrible person, but maybe i can redeem myself somehow. what i do isnt redeemable though, but i really love ashley, and as long as she sticks by me i know we can do anything. i love you ashley, i need you bad. ill wait for you to come home now, its late, have to get ready for bed. well, ill try my best my love.
i love ashley.
i love ashley.