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[pestilentchild]

life is so abrupt. im such a horrible speller. i fucked up what time i have, forever. i will NEVER be happy ever again. its all gone, i murdered myself. im a worthless fucking loser.there is nothing you can do to ever make me feel different. i will never live again, ever. i am nothing, i dont diserve air, to bad thats involentary. food isnt though, nither is happiness. i love you ashley, im sorry for everything. i am nothing, i will always fuck up. and im a fuck up. i have nothing now. i just want everyone to die. including myself. goodbye. nothing is worth the pain, exept you.

die die die... i will slash myself open like my heart.