Oct 31, 2010 23:39
again, i had the thought of shifting to another blog site. and again, i did not succumbed to the thought. i know it will come back again to haunt me every time i am deciding to make a blog entry. instead of changing host, i've decided to just change my page themes but i am too lazy to find one i will like now. so, this stays as it is.
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last night, after my four-hour shift of manning the house from the construction workers, i met with best bud Vince. the plan was to watch Social Network and start the night randomly from there. it was past eight pm when we met and made our way to Trinoma Mall. headed straight to the queue and bought two tickets for the movie. strolled and bought cheap chips and drinks while waiting for the last show. minutes before 10:30 pm, we were sitting inside the theater and the movie started rolling.
Social Network
makes me want to be a real nerd or geek. nerd maybe, i am not very good with computers though i know the basics like... typing.
vince told me once that i AM a nerd. i am not. it's just that he doesn't like studying or reading too much the way i like to. so, i am not. but i don't mind being one. seems cool. rather than being the tough one without an apparent future ahead. (is the "ahead" redundant, or not?) i study hard, but i know i need to study harder than i used to if i want to realize my dreams.
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the dream(s).
lately, i am dreaming of becoming the ambassador of the philippines to China. to be that, i need to know how to speak the chinese language fluently. so, maybe, it's back to the basic "ee, er, san".
earlier this night, i realized i also want to become a doctor, as i saw one who tended to my grandmom at the hospital.
yay. so many dreams to be realized in one life time.
be a lawyer first. that's it. a good one.
but for a more short-term dream, i was thinking of joining the school paper's team. actually, i am somewhat sure that the school papar does not have a team. i even doubt it has a member. writing is stressing, and very few would like to add that stress to the study of law. if this thought lingers until the start of the next semester, i might apply for the position. i could even hoard all the offered positions. writer, photographer, editor, layout artist. it is all in my blood, streaming from head to toe.
disclaimer: these are mere thoughts, not dreams.
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grandmom, maternal side, is confined at Chinese gen Hospital. good news, she will not undergo surgery, which i think relieved her so much. tomorrow, i will be her guard the whole day and night. without a choice, i have to do my exercise sets now because i'll spend the night at the hospital tomorrow.
first time. wow, i am an adult.