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I guess I spoke too soon..I was sittin on a chair in my kitchen tonight icing my knee..i dropped the ice and tried to pick it up, lost my balance and slammed my leg into the ground. I felt somethin pop in my knee and then suddenly a surge of pain rushed up my entire leg. It swelled up so bad. Its killllin me.Im prayin for a snow day tomorrow so I can stay in bed all day and ice my knee. Im gonna be in so much pain tomorrow.
Anyway enough about the stupid knee..Today Mr.Parker pointed out to me that in 5 months I will be graduating. I feel like that is so soon. Like WOW in 5 months I wont be in highschool anymore, bye bye Newton North, and green, and the loft, and everything I have known for the past 4 years of my life. and I still dont even know where Im going to go to school next year. A huge part of me wants to go to CIA, and SNHU..but then theres somethin that tells me that its too far and I should go to Newbury. I feel like im being pulled into a million different directions. I need to do all my applications this weekend.
D didnt go to school again today cause he was sick. So i went to see him tonight for like 15 minutes, then went to Dunkins with Savanna and Jamie. Friday night my parents are going to dinner so Im going to rent a movie and D is gonna come over and watch it with me and the little sisters. That should be some fun times. Maybe if Sabrina isnt goin out with the Guidster she will watch it with us too.
Im not sure what Im going to do Saturday night, all the boys are going to Maine for the weekend and Oriana is going to see a movie. Maybe ill chill with Kat and Lace or Meg or somethin, who knows.
Well I just started crying hysterically so my mom just gave me some pain killers, Im startin to feel all tingly and loose feeling in my legs and arms. Finally no pain!! Im gonna go to bed and pray for a snow day tomorrow. Ill update more later.xoxo
Anyway enough about the stupid knee..Today Mr.Parker pointed out to me that in 5 months I will be graduating. I feel like that is so soon. Like WOW in 5 months I wont be in highschool anymore, bye bye Newton North, and green, and the loft, and everything I have known for the past 4 years of my life. and I still dont even know where Im going to go to school next year. A huge part of me wants to go to CIA, and SNHU..but then theres somethin that tells me that its too far and I should go to Newbury. I feel like im being pulled into a million different directions. I need to do all my applications this weekend.
D didnt go to school again today cause he was sick. So i went to see him tonight for like 15 minutes, then went to Dunkins with Savanna and Jamie. Friday night my parents are going to dinner so Im going to rent a movie and D is gonna come over and watch it with me and the little sisters. That should be some fun times. Maybe if Sabrina isnt goin out with the Guidster she will watch it with us too.
Im not sure what Im going to do Saturday night, all the boys are going to Maine for the weekend and Oriana is going to see a movie. Maybe ill chill with Kat and Lace or Meg or somethin, who knows.
Well I just started crying hysterically so my mom just gave me some pain killers, Im startin to feel all tingly and loose feeling in my legs and arms. Finally no pain!! Im gonna go to bed and pray for a snow day tomorrow. Ill update more later.xoxo