I'm looking at my future, and God, do I have to loose her?
Playradioplay are now one of my favourite bands~. Glad Frez showed me them, glad I showed everybody them >D
I never thought I'd say this but I'm making my mind up as an 'artist'. Since I've only taken art (and by force Maths!) I'll be heading to be an 'artist' in some way. I thought I had my path set for interior design, but I'm actually shit at drawing 3D. I just can't be neat :/
So, I want to go toward the art I've studied before, grotesque art. I love it, and I love everything behind it. The shock factor, the right VS wrong, humane or not. I've got some favourite artists in that catagory too, some I mainly found through Trevor Brown. But I'm already looking into it more, getting idea's. I like the idea of taking something and hiding it in a painting too, or in a drawing for me since I don't think I can paint. (not looking forwards to next term, using oiol paints... ugh). I have some of my art up at my DA, but its not very good. I still don't have a scanner (I scan at school, and it's very hard to scan in sick porn-art, haha) so I draw it on my tablet. :/
I'm thinking of making a new LJ just for art posts... I was on TB's blog and love how he's documented each piece, so you can see how he's improved and experimented. I want to do something like that, cos right now I'm shit, but I can feel myself improving on this course. I'm leveling with Sam now, who's the best at everything in our course.
I dunno, lately I can see how art is my future, everything is much clearer now :) Much better.