Hi.
Who knew that love could fall down just like rain?
The more you try to run away from it, and dodge those
raindrops, the more you get soaked up in it.
Why? After you're drenched, what comes next?
Sickness. The sickness could go one of two ways.
Unfortunately it really isn't your choice, just like
when or where it rains. It could turn into a deep, freezing sickness,
where you sit there, and it hurts deep down inside, as you cough your
way to a slow grave. Or, it could be the sickness, where you never want it
to go away. Where you want it there, and you ask for no cure. You hope for
more of this germ to get inside your system. I've been drenched....Flooded actually. Is it possible to have that freezing sickness, yet not want that to go away?
Man, today was booty. I was in customer service training. I hate customers, they are funny though. MY trainer was like.."SHANE..YOU CAN'T LAUGH AT THE CUSTOMERS!" I looked at her like..ROFL! I wasn't laughing AT HIM BUT WITH HIM. Cause he was dissing the company..and I was agreeing. Customer is always right, so fuck it. Anyway, I am surrounding by loud females where I am training at. I know a few of the chicks already, they're a trip. There is a row of three black chicks, this white girl who should be black, and then these 3 other white chicks, and an asian girl. I walked in today, and the one black lady, Debra introduced me to this older lady named Veronica? I think that was her name. She looked at me and was like.."HI SHANE. DO YOU GO WITH BLACK GIRLS?" I said something before that and so did she, then she said that to me, and I just told her I didn't discriminate and that I like all flavors. Then I laughed cause..WTF DID THAT COME FROM? IT CAME FROM NO WHERE.
I'm not that ghetto. Jesus. If you could only see me outside of work..then I might be. But we all cracked up, and I talked with them for a bit, mad cool people. Then I sat with my trainer and we began. SHe told me I was doing good, and tomorrow I'll be by myself. BUT I DUN WANNA BE, cause I sit at the other end of the building, from the customer isles. So it's boring as FUCK over there. I mean....it really is. There are a few people that sit with me, that I talk too, but when they can't sit next to me, or ain't there I get soooo bored, and Rely on MY RAINCLOUD to call me, and get me moving in the morning, which she did today. -hug- <#3333
But yeah, this lady Ada, I know her brother-in-law, I used to work with him, she sat next to me and we were talking. I stay staring at the map of NYC. I swear. She was asking me questions on why I loved NYC so much and I told her why. So we were talking about New Jersey, cause I have been told by numerous people NJ is the place to be, cause it's a bit cheaper and less...active than NYC itself. I dun care if I am like..1-4 hours away. I'd drive it. Better than the 7 that I am distanced from now. But yeah, JERSEY CITY, and ELIZABETH, they both look the closest to NYC. And I dun wanna live in no Hickville part of NJ either, so they look like some booming cities. Wish I could move to one of them. ANYONE WANT TO MOVE WITH ME? ROOMIES COME ONNNN >/!! Lata.
The more you try to run away from it, and dodge those
raindrops, the more you get soaked up in it.
Why? After you're drenched, what comes next?
Sickness. The sickness could go one of two ways.
Unfortunately it really isn't your choice, just like
when or where it rains. It could turn into a deep, freezing sickness,
where you sit there, and it hurts deep down inside, as you cough your
way to a slow grave. Or, it could be the sickness, where you never want it
to go away. Where you want it there, and you ask for no cure. You hope for
more of this germ to get inside your system. I've been drenched....Flooded actually. Is it possible to have that freezing sickness, yet not want that to go away?
Man, today was booty. I was in customer service training. I hate customers, they are funny though. MY trainer was like.."SHANE..YOU CAN'T LAUGH AT THE CUSTOMERS!" I looked at her like..ROFL! I wasn't laughing AT HIM BUT WITH HIM. Cause he was dissing the company..and I was agreeing. Customer is always right, so fuck it. Anyway, I am surrounding by loud females where I am training at. I know a few of the chicks already, they're a trip. There is a row of three black chicks, this white girl who should be black, and then these 3 other white chicks, and an asian girl. I walked in today, and the one black lady, Debra introduced me to this older lady named Veronica? I think that was her name. She looked at me and was like.."HI SHANE. DO YOU GO WITH BLACK GIRLS?" I said something before that and so did she, then she said that to me, and I just told her I didn't discriminate and that I like all flavors. Then I laughed cause..WTF DID THAT COME FROM? IT CAME FROM NO WHERE.
I'm not that ghetto. Jesus. If you could only see me outside of work..then I might be. But we all cracked up, and I talked with them for a bit, mad cool people. Then I sat with my trainer and we began. SHe told me I was doing good, and tomorrow I'll be by myself. BUT I DUN WANNA BE, cause I sit at the other end of the building, from the customer isles. So it's boring as FUCK over there. I mean....it really is. There are a few people that sit with me, that I talk too, but when they can't sit next to me, or ain't there I get soooo bored, and Rely on MY RAINCLOUD to call me, and get me moving in the morning, which she did today. -hug- <#3333
But yeah, this lady Ada, I know her brother-in-law, I used to work with him, she sat next to me and we were talking. I stay staring at the map of NYC. I swear. She was asking me questions on why I loved NYC so much and I told her why. So we were talking about New Jersey, cause I have been told by numerous people NJ is the place to be, cause it's a bit cheaper and less...active than NYC itself. I dun care if I am like..1-4 hours away. I'd drive it. Better than the 7 that I am distanced from now. But yeah, JERSEY CITY, and ELIZABETH, they both look the closest to NYC. And I dun wanna live in no Hickville part of NJ either, so they look like some booming cities. Wish I could move to one of them. ANYONE WANT TO MOVE WITH ME? ROOMIES COME ONNNN >/!! Lata.