Everyday is the same thing...
Well, another shitty day for me...LEMME START FROM THE TOP..
I wake up..OOOOOO I CAN'T TALK AGAIN YAYAYAYAYAYAYA. SIKE. Wtf. My throat hurts like a bitch and my mom keeps tryin' to talk to me....STFU I'M SORRY BUT DAMN. Am I going to work tomorrow? Prolly not. My head is on fire...I had a fever of 103 earlier. THEN....I HAD TO GO TO THE GARDEN FACTORY TODAY WITH THE THREE WORST FEMALES IN MY FAMILY. MY MOM, MY GRANDMA, AND MY AUNT. They....drove me fucking insane. I STILL have a headache. Okkkit all started when our cat, Feline was underneath the peoples porch across the street. These little kids, like two of them that live there, and this 17 year old kid who lives a few houses down, said.."WE'RE GONNA KILL YOUR CAT -THROWS ROCKS AT IT- IF IT DOESN'T GET OUT FROM UNDER OUR PORCH" Now come on....wtf? So my aunt screamed at them. Then as we were leaving to the garden factory, the older one...he was on a scooter, and I never liked this kid. I knew him since he was like 8. An asshole. HE ALL LOOKED AT ME LIKE "WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?" So i rolled down the window, staring back like.."WTF YOU LOOKING AT BITCH? GOT A FUCKING PROBLEM? BACK THE FUCK UP, CAUSE I THINK MY CAR WOULD LOOK GOOD IN FUCKING RED." He said some bullshit and walked the opposite way. I swear ima fight his ass. If he touches my cat, Ima' fuck him up. I don't care.
OK THEN THE RACISM BEGAN. My aunt was like...OH THEY HANG IN TREES, BUT DONT GROW THEM. I just kept driving. Then my mom said something stupid...and then my grandma started. If you don't already know, all three kids are black. So i just sat there getting pissed the fuck off and let them say what they had to say. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE. NYC....CALL ME FUCK. LEMME GET THE HELL UP OUTTA ROACHESTER AND THIS FAMILY. JESUS. I'm sick of this shit. Especially when it comes to relationship talks. "YOU BETTER NOt MARRY SOME GIRL WHO ISN'T WHITE" I just keep walking or say whatever...i don't pay any attention. IF I LOVE A GIRL, I COULD CARE LESS WHAT COLOR SHE IS. SHIT, THE GIRL I'M IN LOVE WITH ISN'T WHITE, SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? EXACTLY, I SEE NONE. I mean I know black people got a record with being all messed up and shit, but still, there are some good black people out there and some bad ones. Same with white people and spanish people and asian people and all other nationalities. Get over it. Jesus. I am soooooooooooo pissed. I am sick, i am missing work over this stupid voice thing, and the chick i want i can't have. I have the lives of my cats threatened by some kids who I will stomp if they do anything, and i'll fuck the parents up too. Really, I am not starting to care anymore. This family is driving me crazy. IF SOMEONE NEEDS A ROOMMATE AND WANTS TO MOVE TO NYC WITH ME...YO....MY NUMBER IS 585-507-9361. GIMME A CALL. I'M DEAD ASS.
Just can't take shit anymore. I need a kick in the ass to hurry and go to college and just do what i have to do to be happy, cause that shit is not going to fall in my lap. I thought it did once..I was rreeaaall happy, it blew up in my face in an instant. Ain't gonna let that happen again. Back to the "Cold War" with me again. Fuck iiiittt. The only thing that is keeping me at bay right now..from just exploding and takin' everyone out with me right now..is this Bobby Valentino CD. My god this dude fucking owns my soul. IF I WAS GAY, I'D FUCK HIM IN THE FARTBOX. W0RD.......WELL..FOR A FEW MILLION DOLLARS...ROFL!!!! BUT YEAH. He is dope. Look at the songs and lyrics i have listed in my previous entry. He is slowly creeping up on usher and knocking that man out from the charts of my mind. I love his CD. I wish I could sing...I could come up with some good shit....oh well...I'm drinking tea...sitting here...doing nothing...OH SNAP...SNOT DRIPPED ON THE FLOOR.......OH WWEEELLL!!! Bye.
I wake up..OOOOOO I CAN'T TALK AGAIN YAYAYAYAYAYAYA. SIKE. Wtf. My throat hurts like a bitch and my mom keeps tryin' to talk to me....STFU I'M SORRY BUT DAMN. Am I going to work tomorrow? Prolly not. My head is on fire...I had a fever of 103 earlier. THEN....I HAD TO GO TO THE GARDEN FACTORY TODAY WITH THE THREE WORST FEMALES IN MY FAMILY. MY MOM, MY GRANDMA, AND MY AUNT. They....drove me fucking insane. I STILL have a headache. Okkkit all started when our cat, Feline was underneath the peoples porch across the street. These little kids, like two of them that live there, and this 17 year old kid who lives a few houses down, said.."WE'RE GONNA KILL YOUR CAT -THROWS ROCKS AT IT- IF IT DOESN'T GET OUT FROM UNDER OUR PORCH" Now come on....wtf? So my aunt screamed at them. Then as we were leaving to the garden factory, the older one...he was on a scooter, and I never liked this kid. I knew him since he was like 8. An asshole. HE ALL LOOKED AT ME LIKE "WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?" So i rolled down the window, staring back like.."WTF YOU LOOKING AT BITCH? GOT A FUCKING PROBLEM? BACK THE FUCK UP, CAUSE I THINK MY CAR WOULD LOOK GOOD IN FUCKING RED." He said some bullshit and walked the opposite way. I swear ima fight his ass. If he touches my cat, Ima' fuck him up. I don't care.
OK THEN THE RACISM BEGAN. My aunt was like...OH THEY HANG IN TREES, BUT DONT GROW THEM. I just kept driving. Then my mom said something stupid...and then my grandma started. If you don't already know, all three kids are black. So i just sat there getting pissed the fuck off and let them say what they had to say. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS FUCKING PLACE. NYC....CALL ME FUCK. LEMME GET THE HELL UP OUTTA ROACHESTER AND THIS FAMILY. JESUS. I'm sick of this shit. Especially when it comes to relationship talks. "YOU BETTER NOt MARRY SOME GIRL WHO ISN'T WHITE" I just keep walking or say whatever...i don't pay any attention. IF I LOVE A GIRL, I COULD CARE LESS WHAT COLOR SHE IS. SHIT, THE GIRL I'M IN LOVE WITH ISN'T WHITE, SO WHAT'S THE PROBLEM? EXACTLY, I SEE NONE. I mean I know black people got a record with being all messed up and shit, but still, there are some good black people out there and some bad ones. Same with white people and spanish people and asian people and all other nationalities. Get over it. Jesus. I am soooooooooooo pissed. I am sick, i am missing work over this stupid voice thing, and the chick i want i can't have. I have the lives of my cats threatened by some kids who I will stomp if they do anything, and i'll fuck the parents up too. Really, I am not starting to care anymore. This family is driving me crazy. IF SOMEONE NEEDS A ROOMMATE AND WANTS TO MOVE TO NYC WITH ME...YO....MY NUMBER IS 585-507-9361. GIMME A CALL. I'M DEAD ASS.
Just can't take shit anymore. I need a kick in the ass to hurry and go to college and just do what i have to do to be happy, cause that shit is not going to fall in my lap. I thought it did once..I was rreeaaall happy, it blew up in my face in an instant. Ain't gonna let that happen again. Back to the "Cold War" with me again. Fuck iiiittt. The only thing that is keeping me at bay right now..from just exploding and takin' everyone out with me right now..is this Bobby Valentino CD. My god this dude fucking owns my soul. IF I WAS GAY, I'D FUCK HIM IN THE FARTBOX. W0RD.......WELL..FOR A FEW MILLION DOLLARS...ROFL!!!! BUT YEAH. He is dope. Look at the songs and lyrics i have listed in my previous entry. He is slowly creeping up on usher and knocking that man out from the charts of my mind. I love his CD. I wish I could sing...I could come up with some good shit....oh well...I'm drinking tea...sitting here...doing nothing...OH SNAP...SNOT DRIPPED ON THE FLOOR.......OH WWEEELLL!!! Bye.