Apr 28, 2005 23:17
Alright....first thing is first. When people have problems....they come to me. OK NOW THAT RIGHT THERE, is real thoughtful. Those who do, Thanks. It helps me just as much as it helps you. I'm a VERY fair person. I reason with both sides. I like talking things out with people. Thas' why I always got into verbal fights then in fist fights in highschool. But....when you start getting pissed at what I tell you when you pour your sob story out to me, what do you expect to hear? MY OPINION AND MY VIEWS ON THE SITUATION. DDEERRRRRR.
Ok, here's the deal, I had three people come up to me today and talk about "relationships" and "love." One person was my cousin, Devon. His story...him and this girl were trying to hook up, by word of mouth of the girls friend. BUT THE GIRLS FRIEND, which tried to hook them up..likes my cousin too, so she went behind back snd said some untrue shit. LIke he gonna stalk her and all this other shit...so now she ain't talking to him. But i guess shit is ok between the two. Me and my cousin had a vveerryy long talk about Love and life and shit today. I enjoyed it.
SECOND person to come up to me, was this guy at my work who I recently met today, his name is Justin, and he's gay. Now, I don't hate. I had quite a few gay friends back in the day, as I have a couple now. I just said "WAS' POPPIN? HOW YOU DOIN'? MMAAN I'M TIRED." and boom, we start talkin like whats up? introductions and all that other stuff. So then we exchange stories about recent events, and I played a shoulder as he did. But...his shoulder...rofl. Ok it was his opinion, but I didn't like what he said..since it made no sense. So he poured out his story to me. Him and his boyfriend broke up last week cause supposedly people were talking. OK...WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO TALK? IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE....TALK TO THE LOVED ONE. STOP TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE. JJJEEEZZZZ. THAT CAUSES HURT. SOME PEOPLE KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT OTHERS MAY NOT. Anyway, people said his boyfriend was cheating. He believed these people and a big fight happened is what he said..so I told him.....screw those people. If you love the damn guy, who cares what others say. Be with him, and only the person you love. Simple as that. Now what I ment by talking to other people is...if you with someone, don't play Jinga with a persons feelings. Don't pile feelings for someone else ontop of another. Stay at one level. If you don't like it, then game over, and start over. I don't know what the hell I said..but...ON TO THE NEXT PERSON...
The third person that came up to me, was this girl I met online. I knew her for along time but then things happened and she lost AOL. She's back and we started talking again. She is having guy trouble. There is this guy she likes/loves online who lives somewhere I forgot where, but the thing is...it's an online relationship. They went to eachothers proms and seen eachother quite a lot in the past year i guess, buuuttt the thing is she thinks he is cheating. Ok, Online Relationships...some work..some don't. People have to deal with it. I try everyday to deal with it myself. It hurts because...who knows what the other person is doing, or saying or talking too. That's why Physical relationships are at best. Cause you hang with them..hold them..kiss them..touch them..just being there..with them. So you keep tabs on eachother. rofl. Well, i talked to her and i told her...if you have feelings for the guy...let him know. Don't hold it back. Don't hold anything back and take shit for granted. If you think things can work out between you two..then do it, but make sure he is on the same level. PERSONALLY, I LOVE BEING A MALE. I THINK 90% OF THE MALE POPULATION ARE ASSHOLES AND SCUMBAGS. I LIKE STICKING UP FOR THE 10% OF US THAT MEAN SOMETHING...BUT IT'S USUALLY US "10%" THAT ARE OVERLOOKED AND FORGOTTEN. OH WELL, THERE BAD. But anyway yeah, she called him an they talked, and...he is on the same level. I talked to him on the phone as well..some country guy..ROFL...mad funny, but he said he was trying to hook up with another girl..but he had her on his mind lately...and he said fuck it...and went with the online girl. Anyway....WHERE IS MY FUCKING SHOULDERS AT? DAMNIT. Rofl. But...I like talkin' to people about their problems, like the asshole male population, I am 90% happy/cheerful/willing to make you smile whether i know you or not/funny/nice. WELL...THAT WAS MY CURRENT EMOTIONS.
ANYWAY. I FEEL ALL...BLAH..AND I THINK I FUCKED SOMETHING UP WITH MY JAW IT HURTS SO BAD AS WELL AS MY EAR. SO..IMA GO AND WATCH TV..OR DO SOMETHING BEFORE BED. I DUN GO TO WORK TILL SUNDAY SO....PRAISE ME BWHAHAHA <3