my jaws are on fire
It's kinda funny but all the pain recently helps me to focus ... OK, focus on the pain actually but that's definitely better than mentally hunting your tail 24/7 ... and it makes it easier not to drink, since I'm floating in fluffy puffy painkiller dreamland most of the time.
But I guess I should really get myself into a halfway civilized shape and crawl to a doctor, but man, that guy's probably flap the xray pic into my face and yell at me ... OK ignoring the pain until you are really messed up (back, knees anybody?) is stupid but then what else is new, bubba ...
Whatever at least my hand, the one I tried to smash last weekend, has almost healed. But fuck, I hate winter and I'm still suffering from the aftershocks of all the Happy New Year crap. Fuck all those "may all your hopes and dreams come true" wishes. How I hated that! I DO NOT HAVE ANY HOPES AND DREAMS, DOYA HEAR ME! AAARRGHHHH.
But I guess I should really get myself into a halfway civilized shape and crawl to a doctor, but man, that guy's probably flap the xray pic into my face and yell at me ... OK ignoring the pain until you are really messed up (back, knees anybody?) is stupid but then what else is new, bubba ...
Whatever at least my hand, the one I tried to smash last weekend, has almost healed. But fuck, I hate winter and I'm still suffering from the aftershocks of all the Happy New Year crap. Fuck all those "may all your hopes and dreams come true" wishes. How I hated that! I DO NOT HAVE ANY HOPES AND DREAMS, DOYA HEAR ME! AAARRGHHHH.