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i'm becoming emo again. what the hell.
i'm upset because of the fact that i have no chance in hell with 2 people.
i'm upset because the people i have a chance with, i never go for.
i'm upset because i haven't gone to the gym in weeks, and i'm paying $40 a month for nothing.
i'm tired. i feel rejected.
i feel like me being pessimistic has sealed the deal, and i really don't have a chance now. it just plunges me farther and farther down. vicious fucking cycle.
i'm done bitching now... fucking ugh...
i want to thank maria, steve, crystal and christian for trying to make me have fun today. sorry i'm so messed up.
mike's birthday is the 9th.
i'm upset because of the fact that i have no chance in hell with 2 people.
i'm upset because the people i have a chance with, i never go for.
i'm upset because i haven't gone to the gym in weeks, and i'm paying $40 a month for nothing.
i'm tired. i feel rejected.
i feel like me being pessimistic has sealed the deal, and i really don't have a chance now. it just plunges me farther and farther down. vicious fucking cycle.
i'm done bitching now... fucking ugh...
i want to thank maria, steve, crystal and christian for trying to make me have fun today. sorry i'm so messed up.
mike's birthday is the 9th.