fuck...

Aug 17, 2006 15:07

well, there goes my life.
i can't get into calc 2, because i fucking got a b-, not a b. great, i hate my life.
fuck everything.
one year of my life ruined everything.
and now i'm done caring. fuck school, fuck college, fuck everything.
i'm done. completely done. fuck this shit.

There's a little more to it than that. I'm not bitching just because of this one class.
My GPA is a 3.59. It's not good enough for the honors program at Michigan State right now, which I really want to be a part of. If I can't prove to them I should be there in the first semester, I'm not getting in. Even with Calc 2, it wasn't a guarantee. So, my anger is not unfounded, and I will not lighten up. Also, University of Michigan takes away your freshman year when calculating your GPA. That also sucks a lot because I got all 'A's and one B+. So right now, I really don't even know if I'll get into even one of the two programs I want to be in.

I hope adding that in makes it seem less trivial. It means a lot to me, and it's really not going well.
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