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Kita is driving me crazy. Every time I see her it makes me sick, because I can't think of anything clever to do to get back at her except calling her on her stupidity, and I haven't had that since the "Jewism" remark. I told myself that I was bigger than that, that I didn't need to "get back" at her because I was more mature.
Well, apparently, I'm not.
It's not just the revenge, it's the fact that I feel like I'm letting her get away with it more and more every time I see her and it makes me feel like I'm being walked all over. And after living with Jenni I know how pathetic and annoying doormats can be. I love Jenni, but... yeah.
Anyways, I don't talk to her. We do however go back and forth on the tv, because she turns it off while I leave the room to check my email, and I return that by turning the volume up five more notches when I turn it back on. I leave cigarette butts on the porch because it annoys her, even though I have to make myself smoke just to do it.
It's petty stuff, and I hate doing it, but I hate letting her think she can get away with it. Crystal and Jenni already act like nothing ever happened, Crystal is buddybuddy with her, and I can't do that. I cannot forget, and refuse to forgive until I at least get some sign of remorse.
I want this little only child to know that she can't get away with doing and saying anything that she wants.
Well, apparently, I'm not.
It's not just the revenge, it's the fact that I feel like I'm letting her get away with it more and more every time I see her and it makes me feel like I'm being walked all over. And after living with Jenni I know how pathetic and annoying doormats can be. I love Jenni, but... yeah.
Anyways, I don't talk to her. We do however go back and forth on the tv, because she turns it off while I leave the room to check my email, and I return that by turning the volume up five more notches when I turn it back on. I leave cigarette butts on the porch because it annoys her, even though I have to make myself smoke just to do it.
It's petty stuff, and I hate doing it, but I hate letting her think she can get away with it. Crystal and Jenni already act like nothing ever happened, Crystal is buddybuddy with her, and I can't do that. I cannot forget, and refuse to forgive until I at least get some sign of remorse.
I want this little only child to know that she can't get away with doing and saying anything that she wants.