i was a bad girl, but *oh was i good at it* ;)
"is it still me that makes you sweat, am i who you think about in bed' ;) - *U do now* -in
Okay * school officially sucks * im doing soo bad, its soo weird...although, in the love department, i cant complain..and its not that i want a serious relationship right now because well...honestly, im no where near ready.! im still in love w. ty although he's gone. but hmmmz, i've meet quite a few keepers and doing things that are really out of the norm for me actually! and well i like it! Kind of. last thrusday i did something bad (in a good way/bad way) with someone i hadnt done anything with in like almost 2 yrs. Why it happened? i have no earthly idea. can i say weird. can i say, i knew i was on his mind all this semester..yes i can ;) - but back to it being weird. . .it was, one because i've never ever ever been the other girl, nor will i ever again! why it happened like that...what can i say ? shit happens, right rikko. lol ..am i proud of it? what can i say...Shit happens? Right JR..LoL. i guess it was something that was pending..im not sure if it was suppose to happen, it wasnt worth happening..but then again i dont regret it in the least, but then i think about it and it ment absolutely nothing to me. Weird! well weird in a good way. funny how time changes people, how people change people, and how you think someones feelings for you are gone .. then later find out they are stronger then they've ever been. Anyways * on thrusday i went to the Hootie and the blowfish concert with Rikko and Diego! Two of the freakin BESTEST DATES EVER! I had the mostest fun with them. rikko was drunk / diego looked too cute,, and i was in between, enjoying everything that came my way. BOY! its been a long time since i actually wrote in this thing. I got that facebook thingy and what can i say! drama all freakin over again...ayy no, some things never change..so im gonna kinda pull away from that area. Myspace is boring.i get on like once every 4 days. ..lol.. i guess its better just to actually talk to your real friends about it .. or actually see them ...then depend on them to leave you some random comment.
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