After fighting with my surgeon
I've made a lot of appointments.
I have to wait a long time to get into any of them, which is frustrating because I'm ill all the time.
I spent the last 2 days in bed.
I cancel my WoW account today. Not sure what I'll spend my time doing... in bed. I think I'll run out of TV shows shortly.
I'd like to catch up on schoolwork, but I'm on hold because my professors aren't giving me feedback so I can keep writing. 5 week delay.
I could read, I guess. I spend a lot of time watching political news, reading news stories etc.
So, I was chatting with an online friend from NZ today and he said of the U.S. election, "Wall Street sneezes and the rest of the world get the flu". Maybe I'm not meant to concern myself with my trivial little "issues" right now. Maybe it's just time for me to pause, be on the drugs I need to be on to pause, and watch the world unfold around me for awhile. A lot bigger things are happening than me right now. And maybe that's why I'm not able to move forward or get better.
I'm sure I'll survive this, and then I can always pick up the pieces of my tattered life a little later.
I have to wait a long time to get into any of them, which is frustrating because I'm ill all the time.
I spent the last 2 days in bed.
I cancel my WoW account today. Not sure what I'll spend my time doing... in bed. I think I'll run out of TV shows shortly.
I'd like to catch up on schoolwork, but I'm on hold because my professors aren't giving me feedback so I can keep writing. 5 week delay.
I could read, I guess. I spend a lot of time watching political news, reading news stories etc.
So, I was chatting with an online friend from NZ today and he said of the U.S. election, "Wall Street sneezes and the rest of the world get the flu". Maybe I'm not meant to concern myself with my trivial little "issues" right now. Maybe it's just time for me to pause, be on the drugs I need to be on to pause, and watch the world unfold around me for awhile. A lot bigger things are happening than me right now. And maybe that's why I'm not able to move forward or get better.
I'm sure I'll survive this, and then I can always pick up the pieces of my tattered life a little later.