i was unsure about life, but im better now. much better
thats not entirely true, but its kindof got a really good passive cynical feel about it towards life. and thats how im feeling right now.
and i could go on, and bitch and moan about things i hate, and shit that really pisses me off, and people and things that upset me. and in my mind, i would be completely justified in doing so, knowing full well that this is my forum for my thoughts, and with equally knowing that comments would probably be made.
not the issue.
im really tired. physically, among other things. and the whole "wanting to turn my life around" thing isnt going as easily as i might have hoped. however...
a new job will be had. that you can fucking bank on. even if it stalls the school process. ive got most of that looked into anyways.
im alone a lot. but im dealing with it.
money is stupid. but again, im dealing with it.
i dont know what else to say, but hell. im sure ill figure that out too.
oh.... well, maybe that jesus was a mother fucking ninja.
praise odin.