What a beautiful day for a drive
Sometimes, I wonder if I'm just completely going downhill without realizing it.
I haven't written a single song in over a month, let alone did anything musical with myself like playing a show or something.
I haven't been keeping up on my soap making. I haven't finished painting my bedside table.
MAN...I'm a freaking loser. I'm not even doing astoundingly well in my classes at the moment. Skipping out on that "Marxism Will Give Health to the Sick" paper was my major faux pas, I think.
And WTF is the deal with me not fixing my scooter yet? UGH. I feel disgusting and worthless. AND DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT COMMENTING WITH LAME CONSOLATION--I obviously suck for real.
What am I doing waiting tables and galavanting around claiming to be a musician? I'm going to be frigging penniless for the rest of my natural life that way! Why can't I emmerse myself in law and then run for Governor or something? Why can't I be cool and motivated like everyone else?
Ick ick ick. One of those days, I guess.
I haven't written a single song in over a month, let alone did anything musical with myself like playing a show or something.
I haven't been keeping up on my soap making. I haven't finished painting my bedside table.
MAN...I'm a freaking loser. I'm not even doing astoundingly well in my classes at the moment. Skipping out on that "Marxism Will Give Health to the Sick" paper was my major faux pas, I think.
And WTF is the deal with me not fixing my scooter yet? UGH. I feel disgusting and worthless. AND DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT COMMENTING WITH LAME CONSOLATION--I obviously suck for real.
What am I doing waiting tables and galavanting around claiming to be a musician? I'm going to be frigging penniless for the rest of my natural life that way! Why can't I emmerse myself in law and then run for Governor or something? Why can't I be cool and motivated like everyone else?
Ick ick ick. One of those days, I guess.