LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL... like shit.
WILLIE:
I talked to my best pal, Will last nite. I told him how much I care for him. And you know what he tells me??? If you didn't have your little girl, I would date you and see myself with you in later lifetime (marriage, maybe?). This boils me. WHY the fuck did he have to be an asshole about me having my little girl. I will never ever regret her nor will I get with a guy who would feel insecure about himself for not being the dad. Thus being said... FUCK YOU WILLIE. (this was only said in anger and won't be ever done again, by the way.)
Let me tell you a little bit about Will. He has been my best bud since 8th grade. We knew each other in 6th grade but he picked on me for being the fat chick with a bad hairdo. (understandable) For two years, I endured this pain and then I all of a sudden got pretty enough to be friends with him. I took up the offer. Now years later, I think I should have thought twice about the friendship.
I love him (as a friend should). I would be there for him forever. BUT that one comment could possibly ruin the years of hard work I put into our relationship as a friend with him. It hurts (stings actually) and I only wanted him to be truthful but SHIT!, did it have to stings so fucking bad?????
I love my little girl, Kylie, and I couldn't bear being with someone who would feels this way about her. Therefore, he is my friend and nothing else. I only hope he doesn't regret what he said years down the line and wonder, "shit, I let go of the love of my life because I am an asshole."
WHERE ARE THE REAL MEN AT??? UGHHHHHHHH