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Beneath this dry personality there is a deep, roiling frustration hidden in the depths. One that cannot be quelled by any amount of cigarettes or any kind of relaxant.
I will always feel that I am lacking.
I will never be satisfied with what I have or who I am, and will always want more.
I will always be jealous of those around me, and feel like I'm living in the shadow of some of my closest friends.
It's this frustration that will keep me up on nights like tonight, this that will consume my thoughts like wildfire at the oddest of moments.
I will always feel that I am lacking.
I will never be satisfied with what I have or who I am, and will always want more.
I will always be jealous of those around me, and feel like I'm living in the shadow of some of my closest friends.
It's this frustration that will keep me up on nights like tonight, this that will consume my thoughts like wildfire at the oddest of moments.