wow
Ok so haven't been here in a long time, don't even know who still goes on here but i'll find that out once i'm done writing this... Don't know where to start, new job, good money getting stuff paid off doin me. The only bad thing is that everyday when i get home I'm so flippen tired i could just fall asleep, i don't even want to go anywhere do anything, even texting lol. Working at a wholesale locksmithing type place, everyone here is pretty awesome and it's really laid back and all that good stuff. I've been thinking about everything going on and all the things i've been asked by other people and i don;t know if i want to do some of the stuff. I know it'll be easier to go to conventions and i'm even going to try to get the hotel and stuff in my name again but i don't know who I'd want to include if anyone, not trying to be rude or anything but at least i'd have somewhere i could go if i want or invite people to but of course it would be a lot but with my new job i think i can do that. I'm just kinda musing myself here, whether or not i do it is another thing. I've come to realise i really want to have a place to myself. There was a while where when i did have an apt. that it was only me in there for the most part and i miss that. Where i could come home and everything is how i left it, where i put it, having the feeling that it's my place and i can do anything i want. Silence...my music...my food...my space. IDK, just trying to think outloud on where i want to go. I'm trying to fix my credit and it's just really annoying!