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I wonder if he understands the reason I don't talk back to him so willingly is because I don't want to put myself out there...
in front of him
looking straight into his eyes and finding that I don't know if I can trust him with what I just revealed
(all these thoughts locked inside (now your the first to know) when darkness turns to light it ends tonight)<3
that and looking into his eyes is so weird
"weird" meaning we both cannot do it for such a time frame as normal standards say
he is going to be gone for a whole week with his wisdom teeth
I have no clue what that is like
but from what I hear it is pretty bad
I wish I had said something like "get well soon" but it was too cliche
I should have used it anyway, besides nothing
and nothing it sadly was...
I fear love will leave me isolated from reality
the whole day I was basically singled out
which sucked but I'll get over it
I have too
I got put into the back corner of math and it is impossible to go down the isle without bumping into people and I hate that
besides the fact that I am right next to the window I will not like where I sit and I know that for a fact
:(
I miss art so badly because of decorating for the play
I suck at painting with big brushes because it won't make a straight line...grrr
and there were no little brushies
the play sounds good though
lalalaaaaa
hmm okay time to go pick up my sis from socca
:/
in front of him
looking straight into his eyes and finding that I don't know if I can trust him with what I just revealed
(all these thoughts locked inside (now your the first to know) when darkness turns to light it ends tonight)<3
that and looking into his eyes is so weird
"weird" meaning we both cannot do it for such a time frame as normal standards say
he is going to be gone for a whole week with his wisdom teeth
I have no clue what that is like
but from what I hear it is pretty bad
I wish I had said something like "get well soon" but it was too cliche
I should have used it anyway, besides nothing
and nothing it sadly was...
I fear love will leave me isolated from reality
the whole day I was basically singled out
which sucked but I'll get over it
I have too
I got put into the back corner of math and it is impossible to go down the isle without bumping into people and I hate that
besides the fact that I am right next to the window I will not like where I sit and I know that for a fact
:(
I miss art so badly because of decorating for the play
I suck at painting with big brushes because it won't make a straight line...grrr
and there were no little brushies
the play sounds good though
lalalaaaaa
hmm okay time to go pick up my sis from socca
:/